heys ppl :D actually was supposed to go help my papa in the morning but then couldnt wake up... :X slept too late last night cause i wouldnt fall asleep.. (: was thinking of some question.. actually planned not to sleep yest night.. but then i forced myself to :D cause... if i dont in the day i will be siao-ing... :X
haha lol... :D aft tt went out wif my mama n xiao gu to bugis to shop for ****** ***... ok.. it was SUPER SUPER embarrassing... :X arg.. i really wish tt i can be a guy... hehe.. :D ok.. i dont know y but.. i jus dont understand y does gurdian only sell finger tape not for ur knee or watever... arg.. its jus so... ok i hav to say the finger tape does help a lot.. but.. if there is one for leg i think it will help a lot a lot a lot.... finger tape can somehow like.. stop the pain.. i mean the one tt i hav now.. (:
my right hand feels so weird... ok i promised not to hide anything.... so..arg i shall jus try to force myself to say... i dont know.. wats wif my fingers.. the old injuries tt i had seems to be relapsing now.... arg... i dont want my legs back n hand to hurt at the same time.. i still own coach lots of conditioning n i hav to pay her back...arg... playing sports.. is fun.. but injuring urself while playing sports.. is not fun at all.... :X sometimes.. i jus wish to hav a new body... a new perfect body without any injuries.. then i wont hav to worry so much... :X but nvm.. (: cause if its a new body... its no longer me :D :D
haha.. lol.. (: read ver neh's blog abt raelenes blog....i hav to agree wif vanessa tt i did learn a lot of things frm... being tgt as a team... being a team.... end yr.. is wat we all dread...but its smth we hav too go through.... whether i hav a chance to go through wif u guys all this...i trust tt... our friendship... can take this little test....(: tts all i trust.. yea... sometimes being too optimistic can bring twice the disappointment n being too pessimistic can bring twice the happiness....but.. i know tt if its really twice the disappointment.. u guys will pull me up.. (:
we came tgt as a team.... n tts wat we are... (:
yy...u dont hav to start a whole life again woman.. (: u was thinking tt ur a "bad" friend... but ur no longer tt "bad" friend cause.. a "bad" friend doesnt realises her mistakes... girl tts hu u are.. n tts wat AHS netballers09 love u for.. (: u dont hav to be gulity.... cause tts wat friends are for.. (: they help u to change.. they help u to grow... (: n u hav indeed grown.. (: no matter hu u become.. we will still love u as hu u are... yy... (: since smth tt is done.. cannot be undone... burried it in ur heart as a lesson learnt.. n move on.. (: ahs netballers09 will be here for u.. (: haha.. n i didnt giv u any caring msg did i??? lol.. (: i jus wish u n qing yi.. all the best.. cause i believe.. tt u guys.. are like our team... (: jy loves... (:
thanks for tt msg dear... (: even though u were busy.. u did make an effort to rmb.. thanks so much.. (: was... really quite shocked.. :X :)
joanne... i rly wish.. n pray tt ur leg recovers... i had enough phobia of my own leg... n... i really wish... u can run again without pain dear..... (:
perhaps... one day.. i will really let every thing go.. n emo here.. on my blog for a whole long post... n this time....u guys will understand wat im saying.. not like last time... (: letting go.... is another two big words.. (:
