Wednesday, February 24, 2010
hello ppl!! (: im jus done wif my hw.. :X and this last few wks are FULL WIF TESTS... :X tmr got maths test and i think i will die like siao.. :X no idea wat mr poh is talking at all... :X
so.. :X LETS DIE TGT 2B... :X haha... (: i doubt anyone understands.. :X and MUHAHA!! :D :D TRAINING TMR!! :D :D WOOTS!!! (: coach is coming back tmr to teach us.. :X and i guess there it would be hell... :X
alamak.. :X ok lets look on the bright side of life!! :D :D I WILL LAST THROUGH TMR TRAINING!! :D :D YAY!! :D :D and yest we had square only wif sec 2s!! :D :D muhaha... :D :D was quite fun.. (: though we keep dropping balls... :X haha.. (:
this wkend my family will be celebrating my ah ma's bday at nite!! (: haha.. (: fun fun... (: but its like... :X fattening? :X haha.. (: but according to yani nth is fattening huh... :D hehe.. :D :D
ok gonna sleep soon... (: training but two test coming up tmr... :D :D hehe... (:
you seem like you nv exist in my life before...
and I miss you already
7:36 AM
Friday, February 19, 2010
heys ppl.. (: (: finally the wk is over! (: its super super fast.. :X haha.. (: (: training yest was quite ok.. (: (: JUS ANGRY WIF SOMETHING GRR... KIM BETTER STOP BRINGING THAT STUPID BOTTLE THANK YOU... :X
haha.. (: time also passed quite fast today.. (: and thinking back.. amazing hav been long since i saw kim fell down!! :D :D haha.. (: miss the fun seeing her fall down!! :D so sadist.. :D :D hehe.. (:
hmm.. got addicted thanks to vanessa!! :D :D
一切都没有了
春天的风，
秋天的雨，
清流小溪，
海的波涛，
还有流逝的岁月，
和西边的夕阳。
而你却还在，
平静地躺在我的心房。
就象一帘永恒的梦，
沉默不语。
让千载后诗人的灵感，
去发掘你生命的轨迹。
无论顺江而下，
无论逆水行舟，
你都陪伴着我，
温暖着我的心。
我不再是孤帆远影，
行囊里总装着你的叮呤。
你让我展开信念的翅膀，
在罡风中飞翔。
你让我挥动坚强的手臂，
把一切辱骂，
把一切丑态，
把一切恶行，
把一切嫉恨，
握在指缝之间，
轻轻一捏，
便使其碎为沙粒。
OMG.. :D :D this rocks.. :D :D hehe.. :D :D
你曾活在这手诗里，
但就在那混杂的沙砾中，
我们把护号着情的窗帘打开了，
而忘了求援的战略。
and I miss you already
8:26 AM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
forget it im freaking tired now... i dont hav this much strength to play along wif you.. fine you said i lied to you ok i lied to you fine.. now wat the are you saying?
whats the problem with you now? i dont deny that its partially my fault but then.. wat the.. arg... you freaking trusted that wat jenna girl and not trust me? how many yrs hav you known her and how many yrs hav you known me? fine put yrs aside.. do i look like someone who will lie to her own friends? freak man.. i jus dont understand you.. and you ask me how to trust me when shes in the wrong.. well know wat? she isnt i am. This is the freaking how many thousands and billions time i hav told you and HELLO its not the first day we knew each other. you said i didnt tell you that i told them well haha i did. forget it.. i dont wanna talk abt this again... if we fall apart jus like that.. let it be.. there is nth i wanna do abt it... how many yrs and jus like that... proves that we arent as strong as wat i thought... you hav been giving in.. but same goes for me... this is my first time having so much trust in someone and you jus dropped it like you earned it for perhaps 1 cent? haha... i dont know what to tell you anymore...when your angry you nv ever thought for me.. nv... forget it.. i dont wanna start all over again.. wat ive done is wat ive done... enough of words
and I miss you already
6:03 AM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
heys ppl!! (: currently im too lazy to upload my CNY pics on fb and stuffs... :X but my jie wan means that i hav to choice to upload... :X haha... (:
AND I FINISHED HAI PAI!! (: FINALLY!! (: WOOTS :D :D :D hehe... (: quite nice lar.. (: and i watched the behind the scenes for it.. :D :D SUPER HILAROUS!! :D haha... (: (: so i guess nowdays im gonna concentrate on my studies! (: and NETBALL :D
this thurs coach is coming back wif us is it? :X or next wk? :X haha.. (: doesnt matter either one of these sessions can alr.. (: hehe.. (: (: and so.. (: I PITY MY LEGS!!! ): haha.. :D :D JKJK!! (: (: hehe.. (: (: i jus hope that they are fine! (: hehe... (: (: and i know that they will be fine.. (: (:
hehe.. (: (: met up wif steph today!!(: studied a tiny little bit!! :D hehe.. (: (: but still got study ok.. (: (: and yep.. (: (: hehe.. (: stephfy!! (: dont hav to thank me for the talk i didnt do anything.. (: (: jus do wat ur heart thinks girl!! (: or not i will dig it out!! MUHAHA!! :D :D hehe.. :D
and so... :D CNY IS FINALLY DONE!! :D :D haha cant believe im happy.. :D :D hehe.. (: oh yea yest i played tap tap wif my er jie aka my cousin.. :D haha.. (: and i got thrashed.. :X like... its the easy version... :X haha.. :D gaming is not my cup of tea.. :X hehe.. :D :D
sch is reopening tmr.. :X feel so.. :X haha.. :D no mood to go back to sch.. :X but nvm... :D soon it will be the end of the yr again... :X time flies without you knowing... :X haha.. (: (: ok shall end here!! (: hope that i can hav a crazy time wif netballers tmr!! (:
if you rly think im lying.. ok fine i got nth to say jus come to my face straight... not to her... if im lying its my fault it has got nth to do wif her.. stop it jus stop it.. ur not making things any better for me k ur making it much worst.. yea everything its my fault so jus stop it.
and I miss you already
7:03 AM
Monday, February 15, 2010
hmm sry for this emo post but jus let me get it out once and for all k i dont wanna keep splitting it into parts and post it in diff posts.. (:
hmm.. sometimes when you jus do things halfway, you hav chosen this path, there is no turning back. This is what i chose and what i wanted so i hav to go along wif it. Starting this thing, i shld hav known that it will be like that. But i didnt understand why minds go differently from hearts. In the end, the heart hav to clear up watever the mind left. Cool logic. (:
hmm... forget it since it has happen then face the music. Haha i didnt know my post was so cool. Let things go as how they are now, because its good for monsters. A hand, can only reach this far, hold this far and touch this far. After all this touching ( sounds wrong (: ) , holding and reaching, full stop. There it goes.
This one is gone, and the water cycle repeats. History will reoccur one day or another, depending on when is it. If you are clever enough, you can see the next one coming. And when you see it, you know it.
Distance makes the heart grows fonder. Agreed. Very much agreed.
海内存知己，天涯若比邻。 Painkillers, the time and schedule, wont last. This is what you chose, and what you have decided for your own fate. Nothing else matters, not even a heart. Even if it does, you have already chosen your own fate. Once again, fullstop.
Us? Not sure though. Best, that is what i hoped for.
YOU. Hoping to conquer you, with what i have. But if i dont even have you, i cant. hmm.. I will find you back and make you under my toes, to conquer you all over again. My goal, my dreams, thats you. And i will do everything or rather isay anything i can, to reach out to you. Working is one of the factors, but having confidence and believing is another. Determined, persevere and shining.
hmm.. So, what is a heart?
Dictionary says:
3. the center of the total personality, esp. with reference to intuition, feeling or emotion
4. the center or emotion, esp. as contraster to the head as the center of the intellect.
5. capacity for sympathy; feeling; affection
6. spirit, courage or enthusiasm
Heart... Something you can play with? Something like a dustpan? Something like your soul? hmm.. Perhaps its time to figure out.
and I miss you already
8:49 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a man’s determination.
-Tommy Lasorda
this is what i want, what i persue, and what i will work hard for. (:
and I miss you already
8:04 AM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
my sis and my cousin tara!! :D
family! (:
VALENTINES DAY PRESENTS!! :D
3 little kids or rather i say pigs :D
2B PRIZE!! :D
7 CRAZIES (except for guan luan.. :X ) :D :D
HELLO PPL!! (: (: this two days were rly great!! :D :D haha.. (: yest had CNY celebration and yep... (: WAS FUN!! (: (:
haha.. (: the celebration was great.. (: and i think our small teams for the mei hua thing was great!! (: hehe... (: my team was quite cooperative and yep.. (: thanks though!! (: (:
OH!! :D :D HAD LOADS OF VALENTINES DAY PRESENT!! :D ONE OF THE BEST!! :D :D HEHE... :D :D THANKS PPL!!! (: haha will be posting loads of pic later.. :D
haha.. (: aft the celebration went to changi airport jus to eat.. X: haha... :D and we ate super a lot i swear... :X hehe.. :D then went to ehud for movies!! (: wanted to watch valentines day in the first place.. (:
but then watched percy jackson and the lightning thief!! :D :D OMG IT ROCKS!! :D :D ITS SUPER NICE!! :D :D you ppl shld go and watch that show!! :D the show is rly very very nice!! :D and COOL!! (: (:
haha... (: (: then as for today.. :D HAD TUAN YUAN FAN!! :D :D haha was quite fun seeing my uncle and aunties and all my cousins!! :D hehe.. (: took family picture and its my family very first one.. (: hehe.. (: (:
so.. :D its picture posting time!! :D oh yea... (: CONGRALTS 2B FOR WINNING 2nd FOR THE NOTICE BOARD!! :D :D THANKS EVERYONE FOR UR EFFORTS!! :D :D
i dont know wat to say to you.. jus.. hmm.. giv them a strong fight k.. (: go ahead wif wat you hav.. (: cause i know and believe that you can do it.. (: i wont.. ever again.. tell anyone about your stuffs..(: I HATE YOU and i will never love you...i swear...(:
and I miss you already
8:51 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
THIS WK IS FAST!!! (: so fast... (: its CNY alr... :X seems so.. :X fast? :X last yr we were still saying that this yr CNY is like.. :X in feb then how its like.. :X another two days... (: haha.. (:
but still looking forward to tmr!! (: seems to be fun.. (: hehe... (: (: oh yea... (: thanks to my xiao tian shi aka Shi Min for ur chocolates!!! (: haha... (: i love my angel!! (: she rocks! (: hehe.. (: (:
and valentines day is coming!! (: haha.. (: mrs koh told us today that valentines day is not only for lovers anymore... haha.. :D :D so yep... (: (: hehe.. (: and one more gd news!!! (:
OMG SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME IS PREGANT!! :D :D :D HAPPY HAPPY!!! :D :D :D waited so long and finally!! :D :D and im the baby de god ma!! :D :D OMG I LOVE THIS!!! :D :D hehe... :D :D gralts to them!! (: (: SO COOL!!! :D :D haha.. :D SHES MY VERY FIRST GOD DAUGHTER/SON!! :D and so i will love her/him more than anything else!!! (: (: hehe.. (: (: SUPER EXCITED!! :D :D
haha.. (: had training today.. (: though some parts of my body a little bit bu ting hua.. (: but then its like.. (: still ok lar.. (: sometimes must praise praise ta yi xia.. :D hehe.. (: (: lets hope it stays this way.. :X a little hard though.. :X but i hope.. :X its not impossible.. :D hehe.. (:
haven watch finish hai pai so might be watching later? :X depends.. :X tmr aft the celebration going out wif netballers!!! (: FOR MOVIES!! hehe.. :D 2B also hav leh.. :X but then.. :X netballers called me first.. :X so.. :X SO SORRY 2B.. :X ok will post another time.. (: guess tt will be CNY.. (: haha.. (:
HAPPY CNY & VALENTINES DAY!!! (:
hmm i know wat ur gonna do i know your temper... but you know my style... if you hav anything come to me straight not to them... haha i know thats ur style but this is my style too.. im sry tts who i am and i hav the rights to protect them... to get to them first, get through me...
and I miss you already
8:15 AM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
had training today.. :D was totally off today.. :X haha... :X no will to grip the ball.. (: haha... (: today wasnt even 50% of my normal... :X was totally siao.. :X haha... (: and im digusted by wat i did... :X GRR still very fed up wif myself... :X nvm... haha... (: (: suddenly feel like putting qing tian de lyrics... :D hehe.. :D 词:周杰伦曲:周杰伦
故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
教室的那一间
下雨的那一天
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了
拜拜
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了拜拜
刮风这天我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能够在你身边
等到放晴那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前有个人爱你很久
但偏偏雨渐渐把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了I HATE YOU...Y CANT YOU JUS STOP IT? JUS STOP WATEVER YOUR DOING... i jus wan to persue my dreams my passion... but if your ard i cant.. i dont know if i shld overcome you now or if i shld jus give up... but im not happy jus giving up like that... i worked so hard for all i hav now.. i dont wanna give up but y are you forcing me to...? im rly very tired... and its tough having you ard me all the time.. i know its my fault... but... hais.. i rly dont know...i jus hope you will stop hurting and let me hav enough time till 2012... tts all i wish... so pls.. jus stop hurting... i dont hav tt much mental strength...esp when u hav been burning for the past one yr and now being worse?.. haha if you think its fun its not... you rly mean a lot to me and i need you.. so jus do me this flavour...
and I miss you already
5:50 AM
Monday, February 8, 2010
林俊杰-背对背拥抱
作词:林怡凤作曲:林俊杰
话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道即使想让你知道爱的警告
只是想让我知道只是想让你知道这警告
我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉
this song is rly meaningful.. (:
and I miss you already
7:16 AM
heys ppl... (: IM HAPPY TODAY!! :D :D hehe... (: OMG TODAY ROCKS!! :D haha... (: (: im sry if i interfer too much... :X BUT IM STILL HAPPY :D :D YAY :D
hmm....i dont know if you still read my blog... but i hope you will stay strong.. (: your a strong girl.. (: CHEER UP k... (: no matter wat happen.. im alw here you know... (: all the best to you...♥
and I miss you already
7:00 AM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
ICE CREAM :D 
NUMBER OF PRAWNS KILLED BY YANI :D
SATURDAY!! :D :D HAD SIX AT 6 :D :D OMG ROCKS TOTALLY!!! (: haha... (: had super a lot of fun went laughing over things and such... :D and yani ate super a lot of prawns.. :D hehe... :D :D was laughing like crazy when aft we ate ice cream and went into the room.. :D
haha... (: (: AND THE DRUMS ROCKS!!! :D :D haha.. (: THANKS STEPHFY :D for helping us to arrange this thingy... (: (: hehe.. (: (: rly had a great time... (: and yea thanks for the card too!! (:
pictures posted are on fb er.. my one i haven post yet.. (: hehe... (: (: cause im too lazy too.. :X haha... :D blogging is still better... :D hehe.. (: and nowdays.. :X i keep on rushing here and there... :X busy busy.. :X but haha rather im busy... :D hehe.. (: (:
today went out wif freda and jun AND THEY FORCED ME TO GET A SKIRT... GRR OMG SAVE ME PLS I DONT EVEN LOOK NICE IN SKIRT THOSE PPL WHO SAW IT BEFORE OR CAN EVEN IMAGINE I DONT LOOK NICE IN SKIRT!!! GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR... :X my ma is xin zai le huo-ing... :X GRR GRR...
ok ok i shall stay calm.. :X HAPPY EARLY CNY AND VALENTINES DAY!!! :D
thanks girl.. (: for staying wif me through the nite... (: and thank you.. for ur wishes and for letting me go.. when you know i needed it.. (: thank you.. for being anxious when i sent you that msg yest... (: rly.. thanks (:
stay strong... stay cheerful and stay happy... obstacles come and go..so stand up right and get it done.. (: (:
and I miss you already
7:05 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
heys ppl... (: (: jus wanna post a little or rather i say quite a lot abt todays match... (:
we played against BVSS... (: hmm.. unfortuanately lost and stuffs like tt... and yea.. its a little ke xi cause the score was like.. 20-25... hmm..all i wanna say is that... todays match was the match that i saw most team work and yep.. (:
i wanna thank every single one of ur for the efforts that ur hav put in to achieve wat we hav now.. and yep.. (: though we lost i know ur tried ur best.. (: wif kim fingers and ankle.. wif vanessa ankle... wif qi's calf... with wan yi knee and ankle... and many many more injuries... but wif all this.. we came this far.. (:
haha i know to many ppl outside it might not be very far.. but i think we grew a lot in this process so.. yep.. (: (: come back stronger next time!! (: GO AHS NETBALL '09 and our juniors!!! (:
rly a strong fight put on court today.. (: 1st and 2nd quarter was er.. a.. little warm up? :X 3rd and 4th quarter was nicely done.. (: hehe... :D oh yea.. (: THANKS TO THE SEC ONES WHO CAME DOWN TO VISIT!! (:
and jus wanna write a few notes to some beloved pigs... :D hehe... :D
XIAO MEI MEI!!! :D
girl nice play today k... (: and yep.. (: CHEER UP!! (: or not i will rmb you slapping ur towel on to my face ok!!! ARGG... hehe.. :D :D work harder and i know.. you can do it.. (: and yep... (: rmb you hav a bunch of pigs behind you!! :D hehe.. :D :D STRIVE!! (:
YY!! :D
hello yy... (: hmm i know you feel that you didnt do well enough so.. (: yep work harder k.. (: rmb wat our senior taught us? (: use this as a motivation instead of smth that will pull you down girl.. (: work for wat you have and wor for wat you wan... (: i believe you will succeed... :D JYS JYS MY DEAR GS!!! (:
hmm.. (: this note ar.. (: the person shld know who is that.. (: hehe... (: hmm.. all i wanna tell you is... dont give up girl.. (: rmb "hold on" ? (: im sry i cant fight for you.. but i will be fighting wif you.. (: tts all i can say... (: (: you have a very gd potential... (: smth which i dont posses... (: so treasure wat you have.. (: work towards ur goals and dreams... (: hardwork is not everything to sucess but its most to sucess... (: (: find it back and strive yea... (: JYS (: give them somemore time.. (: cause i know we will be back like in 2009... (: (: jys (: our team.. (: is not that weak girl.. (:
haha... (: i shall give it a memorable ending.. :D :D wif a quote that some one msged me jus now.. :D :D hehe... (:
"As long as your played your best, you are alw the best."
fight wif all ur efforts and how far ur legs can carry you...your passion.. keep it going and let it bur deep inside you.. so that ppl ard you... will know you tried.. so that ppl ard you... will hav a chance to help you... (:
and I miss you already
6:49 AM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
sometimes...its jus a piece of paper... (: but sometimes its more than that... (: (:
PERSERVE! efforts shouldnt be wasted so easily... (:
will you do that to me next time... ?
and I miss you already
6:43 AM
heys ppl.. (: (: finally the wk is over! (: its super super fast.. :X haha.. (: (: training yest was quite ok.. (: (: JUS ANGRY WIF SOMETHING GRR... KIM BETTER STOP BRINGING THAT STUPID BOTTLE THANK YOU... :X
ICE CREAM :D 
NUMBER OF PRAWNS KILLED BY YANI :D 