Fridays are good! :D
Hmm lying down on my bed listening to radio, enjoying the music.(: I miss this feeling, this year started and all my time for music has been taken over by studies and some saved for church. So has been really long since I did this man! (: really love this.(:
and I miss you already
10:55 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Whatever it is, im tired. Tired of studying so hard, tired of this life. I'm really burnt out, that's my max. Tired of working so hard and getting nothing in the end, tired of loving things i never once get, tired of being trampled on, tired of no one understanding me. going against all odds, fighting against the currents. For once in my whole life, i feel like not doing work and skipping school tmr. HAHA so much of writing how i feel here but i can tell you you still dont understand how i am feeling after i tell you how i feel so it doesnt matter whether i am saying the truth or not. (: so, for tonight, im gonna end my day now. shall wake up at 330am and see if i wanna finish up my compo, otherwise i will just leave it.
i need a break from everything, i mean every single shit.
and I miss you already
8:25 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2012
No doubt, the camp @ all saints made me grew a lot and learn a lot.(: the camp was so awesome, making so many new friends, getting to know more.(:
Hmm at 6.15 in the morning, I walked to the parade square and saw a scene that blown me away.(: the moon was shining to brightly with the stars accompanying it.(: the moon was the only bright light in the midst of darkness, and that really comforted me.(: and the small little stars, which didn't shine as bright as the bigger ones, we're blinking.(: literally blinking.(: such an amazing sight.(:
But now the question is, who has the time to appreciate such sights?? Hmm studies, work, all these are stealing away our time to enjoy ourselves, perhaps it's time for everyone to slow down and look around you, there are so many wonderful things created.(: at the end of the day, it's not the job or the results you'll take with you when you leave this earth, you bring with you the most beautiful things.(:
and I miss you already
9:19 AM
Friday, July 6, 2012
my happy pill. (:
MY DRUMS CRAZE IS BACK! :D I cant believe it but my drums teacher actually ask me to go ahead and be a drummer.. :O HAHAHA really love playing under this teacher, he is someone that really can inspire me, although its a really short 30 mins lesson, it really inspired me so so much. (: so.. now HAHAH my daily routine requires at least half an hr a day for drums! (:
so.. these two wks have been pretty slack for me, im studying but not as hiong as i did. :X hmm aft this wk of events and all, next wk im really gonna sit down and start studying.. (: no time to waste, i can enjoy myself aft i get my As! (:
cousin wedding tmr and sun, yes say bye to my studying time! :X really tired these days, settling wedding stuffs, settling class stuffs and all.. :X so aft this wkends im gonna try and recover, and then next wk it'll be a full blast i sincerely hope!! :X so fast, HAHA my cousin was still carrying me around when i was a kid and HI im 16 now hahaha.. :P
being my class's leader is really really tiring but i have to say, its comforting. (: Seeing my class growing closer, protecting each other, its really heart-warming to see that.. (: Its extremely exhausting but i'll complete whatever i've started off with. (:
really refreshed aft drums today. (: i need it so badly and really, this feeling is super super good. (:
