HAHAH saw nessa sharing this on facebook! (: hmm its a great piece! (: HAHAA i never though that these kind of instruments can make out such a piece of music.. (: hehehe.. (:
hmm these two days i just realised that actually different people have different perspective of music.. (: hmm like, really different? (: and their purpose for playing music is also very different.. (: hmm i think it affected me a little bit because i thought that music is a universal thing.. (: like everyone will.. hmm i dont know how to explain.. :X
but then i realised that actually everyone have different views and all about music.. :X this world is utterly complicated man.. :X hmm guess im having a little doubts about this word "music" now.. :X
HAHAHA but nevertheless HAHAHA i realise that for drums you cant really have too many perspective on it.. :P HAHAHA so heng ar! :D and the best thing is even if people wanna comment there isnt much to! :P
HAHAHA OMG saturday drums lesson was so AWESOME!! :D cant wait for more! :P
Music is what feelings sound like. ~Author Unknown
you never fail to make me feel that you always put me before yourself.
and I miss you already
9:02 AM
Friday, May 20, 2011
These two days without school was great! (: HAHAHA im so glad exams are finally over! (: guess i should take these few days to rest well before theres training again.. :X not really looking forward to it, not at all.. :X
HAHA but glad to say that i can finally spent more time on drums and perhaps a little bit on guitar.. :D hmm i went through the beats for abt an hour just now.. (: hmm i just realised that actually to be able to practice drums for 5 hours every day isnt a easy thing.. :X hmm 1 hour is draining and frustrating enough when the beats are awfully tough.. :X
ok nvm! :D practice shall do the trick! (: hmm i guess nothing is easy here, so we all have to walk through tough times, get ourselves fully injected with emotions and then detach ourselves from it.. (: HAHAHA reading tuesday with morrie now and its a great book! :D looking forward to more jamming time and drum lessons!! :D
hmm i really hope you will live well.
and I miss you already
9:56 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2011
WHO SAYS WOMAN CANT PLAY DRUMS!!! :P
omg look at them and you will regret what you just said.. :D
HAHAAHAHAHA... :D now days im learning abt latin and samba drum beats! :D hmm its really tough! :X so hard to play the beats.. :X HAHA nvm i will conquer it! :D so now days my phone is starting to pile up on such songs:
HAHA im starting to learn how to appreciate such genre of songs! :D
and I miss you already
8:49 AM
Saturday, May 7, 2011
who raise you up?(:
hahaha i have to say this year is the birthday with least cards, but the cards this year are the most awesome ones... (: so if you're one of the 4 that gave me, big thanks! (:
and I miss you already
11:37 AM
Thursday, May 5, 2011
I know, i can see this soon. (:
and, thanks. (: its really great having you all. (:
and I miss you already
9:02 AM
Sunday, May 1, 2011
HAHAHA heys!(: hmm things have been going crazy these days.. :O HAHAH hw are piled by like mad.. :X but its ok! (: i know its gonna be over soon! :D :D
HAHAHAHA 1may! :D its a great day! :D my family made me day! :D and yep really, family is some cool stuffs!! :D :D HAHAHAHAH!! :D
hmm firstly, my father agree on going to my favourite restaurant without hesitation! :D THAT IS SO SO SO RARE!! :X its like a eclipse happening!! :D :D :D ok nvm when we reached there there was a lot of ppl and blah blah blah.. :P and then after we eat... MY FATHER SUGGESTED TO GO KOI!?!?!?!? :O
like totally... normally when we wanna buy koi he will scold for the whole night say what the milk tea he can also make and sell for i dk how many cents and stuffs and blah blah.. :P ok hes a naggy man i dont deny.. :D AND TODAY HE INITIATED TO GO KOI!!!! :O i was so worried for him i was asking him whether he is ok.. :X
HAHAHAHA... :P and dinner was fun because we were all high and MUHAHAHAHA cause my dads ancient car has limited space, my sis sat on my lap.. :P HAHAHA yes my elder sister! :D it was super epic i swear! :D when we drive pass the bus stop everyone was staring at us.. :D :D hahhahah.. :D
WELL GUESS WHAT!! :D I BOUGHT A DSLR WITH MY SIBLINGS!! :D played with it for an hr today and ITS SUPER COOL!! :D :D i took this picture of my pooh bear and its my favourite pic!! :D will post it next time when my brother connects it with the com! :D AWESOME!! :D so.. today is a great day! :D and tmr will be a study day! (: i will put in my best in my MYES! (:
Its gonna be tough, but im gonna stay strong. (:
and I miss you already
11:46 AM
hmm ok im warning you guys first! :P the post im gonna type isnt gonna be a pleasant one and so... dont bother guessing who the person is and even if you know who it is pls just forget what i write and dont believe it ok!(: HAHAHA it might not be true.. :P HAHAHA best just dont read! :P my purpose of writing it out its because i wanna write it out, leave it here and get on with it. (: HAHAHA so.. here it goes! :D
hmm you left me nothing to fight for you, totally, when others bad mouth you. I tried, im sure i did. Did you? just for your information, when you throw a rubbish away, you want it back but you dont even bother to dig for it or look for it. A piece of rubbish cant walk. even if it can, it cant walk far. So, since you dont even bother finding it, why do you want it back?
I gave my trust to you umpteen times. What did you do with it? It wasnt once, it wasnt twice. It was numerous times, i cant remember it myself. Yes, i know its my fault for being stupid. But you, didnt even appreciate my stupidness. All you know are words, no actions. Well, we are the total opposite then. I dont have to say that i love you to mean that i love you. I dont have to speak your "desired" love language to mean that i care for you.
You say that you understand me, im speechless. Alright, enough of me. What about my team mates? You yourself said that you hate people to talk about your team. What about you scolding my own team in front of me? What did they do to you? They didnt do anything. You have no rights to scold them, when all you do is ask back that piece of rubbish that you threw away with your own self? Well, im telling you, my team mates picked up that piece thing you treat as "rubbish" and cherish it like a gem.
At least, the changed the rubbish into a gem, into something worthless in their eyes. At least, they bother to pick up the dirty, torn and tattered rubbish and clean it, polish it, repair it until it became a shiny gem. So, what rights do you have? Just to let you know, my team isnt for you to scold or look down on. Its for me to treasure and love. Not for you to vent out your anger. You can do it to me, i dont care. Not to my team mates.
Doesnt mean that i keep quiet, i dont feel anything. By scolding them, its worst then scolding me. So you'd better stop before i tell this right in your face.
All you said is that you trust me. Ha, which part of the script is it? If you like to write scripts, and make your life into a drama, you're more then welcome to. Just leave my friends out of it. They have something else better to do, then act with you in your favourite drama.
You know what? You are the one who turned me from someone who does things for others without asking for anything in return, into someone who does things for others, and into someone who does things, and into someone who does things so that others give something back in return. You are the one who did this to that piece of rubbish you thrown away.
If you are asking for a name, i can tell you we are the bestest friends of all. BFFs. Tell the whole world that then. If you can feel secure with it, go. Im telling you, that this, cannot beat friendship that both parties claim that they hate each other.
Whatever shit or rubbish you left behind, whatever things you thrown away, whatever things you trampled upon and requested for it again, others took it before you did. Grateful, for them. I wanna forgive you. Really, if you trust me, i do. But i really cant. It has been 2 years going 3 years.
At the end of it, all i can say is, i tried my best. (: I know it very well. I put in my 100% into whatever we had, whatever you needed. Guess, its time i stopped. Im not sure when you will actually realise that im talking about you here, hopefully someday you will. But even if you dont, its alright. (: I try, i was trying, i tried. At the end of the day, i do not regret a single bit. Because i can say, thats my all. (:
Woa.. :D i feel so great now! :D ok from now on, its a brand new life! :D Let the history rest, and let the end of the history be a new begining! :D
