nicer pics are wif kai rong.. (: on fb.. (: hehe (:
heys ppl!! (: today there was a clash in match.. :X saddening right? :X GRR... :X bball finals and snr league finals.. :X hmm complusary to go for seniors match which is all the way at jurong... (: (: hehe.. (:
but anyways... :D ITS WAS SUPER FUN!! :D :D haha.. :D btw CONGRALTS TO CDIV BBALL! (: nice match... (: (:
haha... (: seniors match we reached there late so we quickly settle down and starting shouting.. :D :D haha.. :D for seniors!! (: no matter wat the results is nice job seniors!! :D gd fight!! :D hehe.. :D
haha.. (: then there was this shooting thing and vanessa and qi and kim CHOP?!!???!!?!? like.. :X er.. CHOP!!??! couldnt believe my eyes.. :X haha.. :D but they did.. :D :D but end up yani steph and qing yi didnt.. :X wa... :X mayb our team shld switch our positions ard.. :D
then we saw coach.. :X coach farah.. :X and all of us were like.. OMG OMG!!! :X haha i post a pic later you will know y le.. :D coach hav a very gd figure.. :D :D haha... :D and she is super tall!! :D wif super super high heels?? :D hehe.. :D :D
played aft the match and stuffs then the best part is on the bus! :D haha.. :D :D amanda pe and claire were treating us as african tourist on the bus.. :D :D and then they were playing wif us throughout the whole trip.. :D :D :D haha super fun!! :D
they stole yani and vanessa mug and started being crazy.. :D :D haha.. :D mayb wat lcb said is right.. :D our retardedness is passed down by generation de.. :D :D hehe.. :D :D feng jing super cute also!! :D half way on the bus she did a funny funny expression to me.. :D hehe.. (: (:
first time we really sat down and had so much fun wif seniors!! :D then they started cam whoring wif kai rong de DSLR camera... :D :D haha super super cool!! :D hehe.. :D a lot of unglam pics... :D hehe.. :D
and tmr... :D seniors will be passing their trophy to the sch.. :D :D and we are so gonna shout.. :D :D hehe.. :D :D
I LOVE MY NETBALL FAMILY!! :D
first time i really truly enjoyed myself wif seniors... :D :D hehe.. :D
oh yea another thing.. :D MA LI DONG!! (: and ISABEL!! (: GET WELL SOON OK!!! (: hehe.. (:
im starting to feel that.. this is the best choice i have ever made.. (: although im forced to.. (: how i wish i can rewind time and do wat im doing now.. (: hehe.. (: or is it that the bond is still there? haha.. (:
and I miss you already
8:15 AM
Monday, April 26, 2010
" I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when i laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughters grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life. "
Thank god i found you. When you brought the sunlight, completed my whole life. I'm overwhelmed with gratitude 'cause baby, i'm so thankful I found you. I will always stay by your side somehow, I promise you. I'm only up when you're not down. Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.It's like no matter what I do.Well you drive me crazy half the time, the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true. And I'm only me when I'm with you.
hmm.. this.. shld be all that i wanna let you know ba.. (: so.. let us end it here. (:
and I miss you already
8:11 AM
Friday, April 23, 2010
heys ppl!! (: exams are coming on monday!! (: (: and aft that that monday going k box!! :D :D WOOTS!! :D :D haha.. :D but we shall study first!! :D hehe.. :D today aft sch went to eat and then er..
went to raelene hse to play ball and badminton wif rae and nessa!! :D super cool.. :D laughed over stuffs there.. :D rae was like a small little kid running abt like nobody's business... :D she ran here and there and climb here and there.. :D hehe.. :D
then aft that me and vanessa was mugging in raelene room then rae qi and kim was havin tution in the living room.. (: hehe.. (: i really hope vanessa learnt a little more abt chinese zuo wen!! (: (: JYS NESSA!! :D for tmr and for monday!! (: you can do it pig!! :D cause ur a pig!! :D :D BLAH :P
haha.. (: and then we ordered macs and ate there.. :D then went back wif barly qi and vanessa.. (: (: hehe... (: SUPER COOL!! :D nowdays im gonna mug for gong han and many many more stuffs.. (: (: hehe.. (:
and i love my chinese cher!! :D :D she made me got that really strong passion for chinese again.. :D for end of yr exams my chinese compo must get more then my mid yr de!! (: (: hehe.. (: i shall work for it!! :D yea.. :D
oh yea.. (: ONE MORE THING... :X er.. there is smth called you tube.. (: you can go there and type in how to cook a packet noodles... (: YOU* = haha.. :D ur shld know who im talking abt.. :D hehe.. (: (: oh yea blasted music in raelene hse and played there too.. :D :D
nessa played wif the piano and me and raelene played there too.. :D :D hehe.. :D :D and there is drums tmr!! :D hehe... :D :D YAYS!! :D a little tired.. :X so i guess i will be sleeping early today.. (: hehe.. :D but it doesnt seem very early now.. :X hehe.. :D
oh AND STUPID LCB CREATED WAT STUPID FB FAN CLUB.. :X DONT JOIN OK!!!!!! :X LEAVE THE GRP... :X D-O-N-T JOIN!! :X GRRRRRRRRRRR :X
haha.. (: so i guess i shld end here cause my bed is waiting for me!! :D mug for ur exams ppl and all the best!!! :D
pls.. i really need you to recover.. i need you everday... even more then my legs.. so pls.. recover... (:
i am not giving up, i wont give up, and i will nv giv up. (: dont change urself cause of everyone.. (: be urself.. (:
and I miss you already
9:04 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares. "
-Henri Nouwen (:
and I miss you already
7:45 AM
heys ppl.. (: (: came home super early today to study... :D hehe.. (: but didnt hav the mood so studied half way and gave up.. :X hehe.. (: or not waste time studying when things dont go inside ur small little brain.. (: hehe.. (:
exams are coming really fast.. :X i jus noticed.. :X like next monday compo and then another 2 wks and we hav to take the main papers... :X time flies.. :X haha.. (: cca stand down alr.. :X
and aft exams coach vivian shld be coming.. :X so.. (: haha... (: hmm yest me kim barly and lcb went to get debby stuffs.. (: (: haha.. (: i dont believe that it was so much better then how we expected! :D :D HEHE!! :D :D not showing off or wat k... :X
but really sia!! :D :D my first time making such a nice card... (: (: hehe.. (: i shld be ashame of myself.. :D haha.. (: (: decided to watch BOF later.. (: (: need to destress!! :D hehe... (: (:
today had music and the drum part was super cool! :D :D and wa.. :X my mama say she want help my sis do braces i tell her to giv me the money to buy drums she scold me.. :X GRR... :X nvm i shall save up myself!! :D muhaha... :D
oh yea.. one more thing.. (: THANKS SHU JUAN FOR THE TIME AT COM LAB!! :D :D i dont regret marrying you this muthu!! :D even though i regret it now.. :X hehe.. :D :D but anyways still big thanks!! (: (: hehe.. (: i will try and work out things yea... (:
hmm ok the rest of the part shld be emo part le lar... :D so those ppl who dont like emo stuffs pls switch ur channel now!! :D hehe... (:
我曾认识的你
已平空消失了
现在的“你”
令我好失担
我脑海里的全部
已在边界的中界
迷失的正在看寻
那能铺开的隧道
当你爱上一个你真的爱的人，护好你自己的心灵，然后再完完全全的爱好他... (:
HAPPY BDAY DEBBY!! :D
stay happy k!! (: and YOUNG!! :D best wished to you my dear senior!! (: (:
heys ppl.. (: (: tis wk has been a rly busy wk.. :X MYE coming.. :X grr grr... :X but haha nvm.. (:
cause the last day of MYE when the last exam is over me dong yuan ru xin faith huyu and guan luan we will be going for STEAMBOAT BUFFET!! :D :D OMG OMG OMG!! :D :D confirm super fun de.. :D :D hehe... :D
and er... thurs sec four stepped down.. :X super fast leh.. :X no more sec 4s... :X no fun le.. :X hmm but anyways still.. a big thanks to all the sec 4s for all their efforts put in for us!! (: hehe... (:
then thurs training was super cool!! :D :D cause aft training i went totally siao.. :X dont ask me y ok.. :D i jus went siao.. :D :D wif netballers... :D me and qingyi helped bell to tau pok yy... :D
and i raped super a lot of ppl that day.. :X hehe... :X SRY!! :X esp to yy... :X hehe... :X but it was SUPER SUPER FUNNY!! :D :D all of us went on drugs... :D hehe... :D chase ard the whole place dancing some retarded things.. :D coming up wif new crazy and totally out of mind inventions!! :D :D
super long nv siao le.. :D and seniors were also siaoing their stuffs at the bottom of the stadium.. :D hehe... :D :D
as for today er... :X had a nice talk wif yani and hui xin and vanessa todat at subway!! (: hehe... (: came home and study a little and back to the com!! :D hehe.. :D i shall watch BOF!! :D very long nv watch le... :D and then i shall chiong my studies tmr and monday again!! :D :D hehe.. :D JYS ppl for MYES!! (:
" Life doesn't require that we be the best, only that we try our best."
- H. Jackson Brown (:
as for you... i dont know wat to say... im.. disappointed and hurt..? i dont know.. if you think that no one understands you then think again.. how many ppl did so many things for you but did you even realise it? if no one understands you trust me you wont be on this earth... i... you made me speechless.
i swear if i had a chance to end it now.. i will. i should have ended everything at that period of time when i could... now both of us are like that.. we cant do this... or rather is say i dont know how to do this... i regretted not ending everything in the first place... beccause i love you, so i didnt bear to end everything.. causing things the way the are now... im sry ):
and I miss you already
9:22 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
假裝開玩笑
假裝以為不主導
假裝愛就要 愛的很上道
連吵都懶得吵
把合照都殺掉
單純的當愛殺掉
幫我換一刻 空白的大腦
把美好都取消
我不聽白頭偕老的口號
我不要長生不老
我不想自己活在冰島
而靈魂就算能 和靈魂對調
心還是換不掉
我不管天荒地老的老套
我不要長生不老
我不讓天使為我禱告
而永恆不過讓 我自編自導
我寧願被手銬 也不要止痛藥
撥的是空號 現在收不到訊號
回憶全自動 循環的洗腦 重撥著無間道
逆時空的隧道 像三十秒的廣告
要用一百年的 骨氣來抵消 三秒膠的擁抱
我不要止痛藥
我不管天荒地老的老套
我不要長生不老
我不讓天使為我禱告
而永恆如果讓 我自編自導
我寧願被手銬 痛沒有止痛藥
and I miss you already
9:26 AM
Saturday, April 10, 2010
hello human beings!! :D drums was great today!! :D and i moved on to the second bk!! :D muhaha.. :D :D was really cool because i got to try out really new things and yep.. :D :D I LASTED THROUGH THE LESSON!! :D :D haha.. :D
after that went to coffee bean to study and i really did study ok!! :D haha.. (: (: felt pretty accomplished!! :D haha... :D :D but yea... :D MYE is coming so i hav to work harder!! :D
and my leg hav been a little more ting hua and guai qiao these days... :D haha.. :D :D and vanessa claims that shes studying while she hav been surfing the net for 80% of the time there... :X haha... :D
then went to eat and went back home!! :D shall mug again tmr... (: (: haha... (: and jus had a talk wif someone again... (: and i learnt.. this (:
"Love is not a feeling. Love is an action, an activity... Genuine love implies commitment and the exercise of wisdom... love as the will to extend oneself for the purpose of nurturing one's own or another's spiritual growth... true love is an act of will that often transcends ephemeral feelings of love or cathexis, it is correct to say, 'Love is as love does'.
-Scott Peck "
haha BOF TIME!! :D
pls.. my leg can be injured but you cant be... you can choose not to play netball.. but not drums...
and I miss you already
9:41 AM
Friday, April 9, 2010
hello woman!! :D and man!! :D hmm today is friday!! :D relaxed a little but i guess frm tmr onwards i shall start to mug for MYE!! :D haha.. (: (: hate exams but still must study!! :X
hehe.. :D today aft sch we went to watch er... date night!! :D its nice! (: haha... (: its pretty er... :X vulgar but really funny.. (: (: and the show is really cool.. (: haha.. (: (: and haha.. (: im glad it inspire stephfy... :D hehe.. (:
hmm then after that we went to popular and vanessa and steph were crazy.. :X actually raelene was wif us and then she left me wif two RETARDED ppl.. :X and steph was like Confucius all the way? :X :X she WENT CRAZY i swear.. X: hehe.. :D
and vanessa kept saying "你哪里不快乐?"... :D :D haha.. :D :D SUPER FUNNY!! :D then both of them went total retard like really.. :D haha.. :D and then we waited and waited and waited for the bus to come and there we go to ikea!! :D
first thing we reached there was to eat!! :D and then er.... talked for a really long time.. :D muhaha.. :D :D super funny!! :D and yea.. steph is finally realise somethings while talking.. (: haha.. (:
so yea.. its a gd thing.. (: (: and then steph wanted to walk ard ikea to see stuff toys... (: (: haha.. (: CHILDISH!! :D haha jkjk... (: hmm then we walked and talked and played and talked finally we got our way out... :D haha.. (:
and then me and van bought some stuffs and we went home at 930.. :X haha.. :X we talked super super long... :X so yep.. (: haha.. (: on my way back saw qi at payar lebar mrt station.. (: (:
tmr got drums!! :D i hope that i can play... (: (: hehe... (:
爱保不在我范围内
我也不会玩动军兵
而你只好在肩旁
陪我们的心灵一起作战
所以....对不起
and I miss you already
8:49 AM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
running :D
(towards my dream... (: )
hello ppl!!! :D gonna type quite a short post today because er... haha i jumped down frm the building and died!!! :D
but... but.. :D :D I RAN TODAY!! :D :D COMPLETED THE FULL TRAINING JUS SKIPPING LONG RUN AND 1 SUICIDE!!! I ROCK RIGHT!! :D :D DONT WORRY I WALKED HOME PEACEFULLY WITHOUT ANY GUARDS!! :D
HAPPY HAPPY!!! :D VERY LONG NV SWEAT BECAUSE OF RUN ALR!!!!!! :D muhaha... :D :D and my phone is back!! :D :D and i love it!! :D :D haha... :D :D
tmr aft sch gonna watch movie wif netballers!!! :D :D a relief program before our mid yr exams.. :D :D muhaha.. :D :D ok this shall be it!! :D :D oh yea we were super crazy when going down the hill!! :D :D haha... :D :D fun fun!! :D :D
ok BOF AGAIN!!! :D :D
and I miss you already
7:28 AM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
didnt know y i chose this pic.. (: but it gives me a weird feeling... (: though there isnt any specific meaning i chose this.. (: (:
hello ppl.. (: (: haha... (: today post is gonna be... hmm.. :X rly random? (: haha.. (:
and YES VANESSA abt ur tag im serious.. :D hehe.. (: (: er yea the chinese words are sorta of related to you.. (: haha.. (: i got my inspiration frm you.. :D haha.. (: (: so be glad ok! (:
hmm.. perhaps i shld gain my ability to open up again... (: like vanessa (: shes so open, so brave to even write c's full name there, on her blog.. (: haha.. (: freedom.. (: like nth to tie her down... (:
her blog.. (: she is holding on to many kites but she finds joy in the kites.. (: she holds her own kites... (: and her msn pm was like " i think i care too much bout others....for my own good." and thats what i admire her too... (:
and like what raelene said, she can heal herself when shes down... (: thats smth which im still learning.. (: and nessa sometimes its gd to be selfish you know.. (: hehe... (:
perhaps.. someday i shld rly type everything out here, not bothering abt who will read my blog and stuffs like that.. (: or perhaps someday i might jus throw everything in this Singapore and i go to wonderland... :D :D hehe... :D to be exact its called mia.... (: hehe... (:
my girl and banana is right.. (: someday i still hav to drop everything down... (: when the time is up, i will drop everything... (: (: once again, the Oracle frm percy jackson bk...(: she predicts the future but still cannot change it... (: so yep... (: if this is my future, if this is my fate, if this is already planned, this is it. (:
haha.. (: so yep... (: and vanessa... (: i jus say all that i wanna say.. (: haha.. (: (: vanessa i admire you, for being so innocent, for crying when your heart teared, for jumping and creating earthquakes when your heart smiles, for expressing yourself as though there is no one else in this world. (: I envy you, for living for urself and no one else. (: And for caring about others, for the sake of urself. (: for hurting someone else, because you dont wanna get hurt anymore... (:
that is what you have... (: and that is what i admire you for.. (: haha retarded right? (: you all can think that im bonkers or what but im serious.. (: haha... (: (: hmm vanessa is jus en example k.. (: (: haha cause shes the best that i can find therefore im using her name here... (: haha... (:
i hope to be like you.. (: but if i am you, im not me anymore.. (:
haha finished the last bk of percy jackson today!! :D :D ROCKS I SWEAR!! :D :D haha... (: (: there is really a strong bond of friendship every where within the words and letters in these pages... (: sometimes these things happen everyday till you get immune then actually realise that things that happen everyday, they are really touching... (:
so.. (: haha... (:
hmm... (: my girl also told me smth... (: she said that mayb im like that now cause ppl ard me dont understand me... (: ( am i so hard to understand? :X ) haha... (: mayb? (: perhaps its because i can foresee things that other ppl cant, and thats y its hard to understand? (: she told me that she dont think she understand me too... (: (am i really so hard to understand huh? :X ) mayb? (: haha... (:
and girl... (: i really dont wan you to get into this world of mine, where vision goes so far.. (: sometimes after you know what things are gonna happen, things will change the way its supposed to be... (: "let go"... (: i hope you understand what i mean by these two words... (:
heys you out there... (: i know you dont read my blog but still.. hmm i jus wanna tell you.. although ur someone i jus known in 2B im not close to you and stuffs watever i said today i mean it.. (: trust me or not thats ur choice... (: but hmm.. i rly feel upset aft you sent me those stuffs... i mean its not that ur scolding me its that... hmm.. i dont wan you to waste any more time of ur life bearing hatred, grudges and so on... you wasted enough time... i dont wan you to regret it when your friends leave you one day.. i wan you to treasure every single thing ard you.. but hmm.. i tried.. the rest is up to you... i hope that you will find the light soon... (: may true friendship be blessed upon you.. (:
and I miss you already
7:58 AM
Saturday, April 3, 2010
me and my jie de toy! :D
my sis de uncute toy... :D
my cute toy!!! :D :D
some bai chi gave it to me... :D :D
HEYS PPL!! :D had drums today.. :D :D LIKE FINALLY!! :D :D OMG DRUMS TOTALLY ROCKS TODAY!! :D :D
learnt abt rudiments.. (: (: which is like the crucial basics of drums.. (: WHICH IS SUPER COOL!! :D :D :D cher taught us the er... wat do you call that... :X er the technique to play double drum roll.. :D :D wa its smth which you wont think its possible.. :D :D
so yea drums got my mood on today!! :D muhaha.. (: (: we are like finish this bk alr.. :X or rather i said finished.. :X and i wanna continue.. (: (: hehe.. :D drums rules! :D
came home and went out again.. (: wif some idiot called freda chua... (: haha.. (: and we went to watch clash of the titans... (: (: its cool too!! :D didnt really catch it though.. (: (: hehe... (: but still its nice! (:
haha.. :D and my sis bought kinder joy for me!! :D :D muhaha.. :D :D brighten up my mood too! :D :D didnt know that my sis was so kind huh.. :X first time leh.. :D she walked into the room and went like " eh sis i bought smth for you leh." and then i shot her wif the "you sure" face...
and then she took out.. :D KINDER JOY!! :D sry lar i very no childhood de but then still happy mah.. :D studying half way got food leh!! :D chocolate somemore... :D muhahaha!! :D SUPER HAPPY!! :D
stopped studying immediately and opened up the toy to play!! :D hehe.. :D :D SUPER COOL!! :D mine is a robot.. :D very cute.. :D my sis one is like.. a top? :X the spin spin one... :D hehe... :D :D so my sis is jealous!! :D
haha.. :D and my mama went overseas.. :X wo de ma ya.. :X i miss homecook food.. :X im sick of eating outside food.. :X 我被我的ah bu 宠坏了.... :D :D haha... :D and cause shes away i hav to do hse chores... :X GRR... :X i hate doing them... :X “世上只有妈妈好" today is the day.. i finally 领悟 [aka understand] this song.. :D im lame.. :D :D according to yuan ru.. :D haha... :D
and now im re-watching BOF again.. :D muhahaha.. (: (: that show very touching and yep.. (: so im gonna watch it! :D sry ar.. :X very random.. :D hehe.. :D
AND MY PHONE CHEATED MY FEELINGS!!
GRR... :X I HATE YOU PHONE!! :X
but at least you still can msg lar hor... (: haha.. (:
thanks (:
and I miss you already
9:14 AM
Friday, April 2, 2010
muhaha... (: at this point of time.. im thinking of someone... (:
hello! (:
read the post abt us last time... (: and haha... (: how retarded can we get? (:
i missed the times that we had... (: (: haha you making me laugh like no tmr.. :D on msn!! :D :D haha jus read a few and it totally lightened up my mood so much!! :D :D
you are totally crap man!! :D :D crap to the max! :D haha... (: has been long since we met up or talk.. (: I HATE YOU!! :D and i know YOU HATE ME TOO!! :D :D
omg regretted not playing more wif you through the gmpians times.. D: D: haha... (: (: but nvm.. :D at least now is better then nv... :D hehe.. (: hope that someday when we are free we can talk frm 11 to 4 again!! :D haha.. :D and hope that it will be rly soon! (:
haven been talking since a while... :X and i really wanna talk to you... :X read a few more msn convos... :D it jus brings me to life!! :D hehe... :D :D i really HATE you!! :D you this idiot!! :D :D
muhaha.. :D lets transfer sch! :D :D so that at least we can see each other and curse each other everyday.. :D :D haha... :D :D YOUR THE MOST IRRITATING PERSON ON EARTH!!! :X haha.. :D :D retarded... :D
if sec 4 ur rly leaving ur dead!!! :X haha.. :D :D LETS CONTINUE TO STAY RETARDED!! :D LETS NOT GROW!! :D
and I miss you already
6:48 AM
well one thing i really admire Vanessa is that she can vent out whatever shes thinking on her blog... (: I admire her for being able to cry when shes sad, laugh when shes happy, be tired when shes tired. (:
别人的心会跳动
因为他人
自己活着的心
是自己缝住的包
一张纸
画了几条深懊的线
这些线
长年累月还是线
heys girl...
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
明白吗？
笑着哭着
终点还是开线
蒙想中
我们依然笑着
perhaps... you will be the only one that can understand this...(:
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