has been so long since i looked up on these stuffs. (: and yea, guess what my friend said was right, whether it'll be my career or not i'll still continue to play on.(:
and I miss you already
9:31 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
finally, everything is over. (: im feeling really relieve and i would like to say, at the end of the day we still love and care for each other. (: hmm, let this continue ba, i guess it will never end. (: hurt, desolated, berserk, comforted, relieve, joy, and many many more, time will heal everything, or rather i say it would allow us to lead a brand new live, better, much much better than what we had. (:
im certain i will miss it, miss all the.. hmm i cant explain it but yea, you know it. (: but its ok, we will lead better lives then when we had each other.. (:
the end of a fairy tale is the start of another.(: Perhaps you will be in the next fairy tale of mine, perhaps you wont, but anyways, i'll always be praying for you to happy. (:
你给我的最后的温柔(:
im looking forward to what's up in my life next!(: lets learn to live it again, all over again! (:
no pictures can describe how i feel now. (:
and I miss you already
8:12 AM
Monday, April 23, 2012
Enough of all the pain.(: I've gotten over it, time has to move on, life has to go on.(: after hearing what she said, I'm even more determined to give up. It's not worth wasting time on people who doesn't care a single bit about you, it's better to spend this time on people who loves and cares deeply for you.(: so many things happened, draining all my energy away, stealing my smiles and happiness and joy from me, it's time to take those back.(: Ive tried my best, and the last and only thing I can do for you is to pray and wish earnestly that you are happy.(: that's the very last thing I'll do for you, and I will.(:
gonna start out better then I was, afresh.(: everything that we had, is definitely one of the highlights in my life, and that will never change.(: perhaps it's just the friendship we had.(: more than grateful for that.(:
I've learnt, the most basic thing you can do for a friend, is simply to cherish the friendship you have with them. This is the least minimum you can do.(: so, enough of sorrows, desolation and closing up further.(: let's just face life again and make the fullest I can out of this significant yr of my life in Anglican! (:
Rare through true love may be, it is less rare than true friendship.
- F. Rochefoucauld(:
HAHHAHA OMG I FINALLY FINISHED THE TWILIGHT SERIES!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D hmm i dont know how to describe my feelings after reading it, it feels.. hmm.. HAHA go read it and you will know how i feel! :D i chionged breaking dawn in like 2 days! :P HAHA im pretty amazed with myself, but yea this wk is just reading bk wk, HAHA a break from studying and well im gonna start it out again starting tmr, its just 5 wks to prelims 2.. (:
recharged and im gonna force myself in the "struggling-with-studies" mood again.. (: self-discipline is something i am more than thankful for, well maybe i should feel gratified by the fact that im not clever and that hardwork is essential for my results.. (: HAHA life is just like pieces of puzzle, put together perfectly with the darker pieces.. (:
results were exactly what i predicted, which is not good because it just means that i am almost at my limits.. :X its gonna take more effort pushing myself through my limits rather then trying to reach my limits.. :X but nvm, im gonna do it just right. (: HAHAHA see me do it! (: those people who didnt achieve the dream result they wanted, dont give up & keep fighting! (:
"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a man's determination."
-Tommy Lasorda(:
so DONT GIVE UP AND JYS OK!! (:
puff, everything im reading is all about mind stuffs, alm every fiction bk has the idea of mind reading and thinking-together stuffs, hmm is it that impossible that most authors express this in their unreal books? hmm this is utterly weird..
hmm dealing with everything better now, not that anything is weakening, but that im getting better at this, stronger. (:
life is like a fairytale. hopefully. (:
and I miss you already
8:35 AM
Monday, April 2, 2012
I know. I know that even if you're with me, it's still gonna be the same, maybe easier to get through it only. I'm really lost. I'm over my limits this time, seriously. And I can't find anyone that actually understands me, what I'm going through, most imptly how I'm feeling. So pls, if anyone of you think that you can understand me, msg me or smth. I really wanna share whatever I'm going through but I can't express myself, I can't express what I'm going through, how painful it is. People don't understand me, my thoughts to be exact. I really need someone desperately. it's so tough to find someone that understands me. I need someone to walk through this with me. Everything is so tough now. Far too tough for me to handle. Really mental breakdown, hmm or rather I say mental 'jam' this time. Nothing hurts more than this.
