Hunger games yesterday with 4G'12!(: had a wonderful time with them but the movie left me perturbed. The cruelty of human nature, the reality of the outside world, this world is horrifying. And well, im really fortunate im living in one of the "warmest" part of this dark world. At least, at this pt of time i am. (:
It left me thinking a lot, but nevertheless, there are people out there who are different for this realistic world, HAHA simply unique.(:
prelims 1 is over, another step closer to o's, time starts to speed up. I really hope i'll be able to enjoy this process, its my one and only time i can be a sec 4!(:
two videos that i've been watching repeatedly these days, really nice stuffs here!! (:
at least there is this song, that takes away my anxiety, my fear and exchange it for peace & happiness.(:
This is bad, utterly bad. Worst than before. I'm going berserk soon, i swear.
im using the broken pieces of me, to shower others with love.
You just did it again. How did you do it?(: I'm amazed, deeply amazed. Im stunned. Fairytale. Tears to joy. Speechless 'When you say nothing at all' - Ronan Keating(:
and I miss you already
9:35 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2012
HAPPY SWEET 16th!! :D
really love these girls. (:
when we are together, we can burn brighter than the sun. (:
Dramas, dramas, dramas. When will my life stop being one?
and I miss you already
10:51 AM
Friday, March 16, 2012
things will return to where they belong eventually. (:
and I miss you already
10:10 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
I'm on the verge of falling apart, really. Times are good, really fun and awesome with friends.(: but sometimes things just happen without notice, against your wish. Hmm I read my seniors blog, and she said she really admire ppl who can breakdown in front of others when they are having a hard time. Hmm I agree.(: I don't know how people can be so vulnerable in front of others, like be so open and show their vulnerability. That's smth which I will never be able to do man! :X I don't have that courage, that trust to do that. I need a remedy for this but I don't know where to find it. I needa learn to breathe. No doubt, I enjoying my life now but at the same time I'm having a really hard time, contradicting right. Hmm what shld I do next? Hmm I'm a little lost.
Life is utterly weird.
and I miss you already
9:45 AM
Friday, March 9, 2012
ESPLANADE (:
today i had such an awesome night. (:
HAHA was supposed to go to music library and study, but HAHAAH long story hor nessa.. :P hmm went to jam with nessa yu chuan and lining today.(: wa i really enjoyed myself, playing with whatever beats or melody that came my way. (: i really love the jam today, was awesome. (: much better than i expected, but the main pt is i enjoyed myself a lot. (:
really felt as if i was indulged in my world of music and as though nothing else matters. HAHA you alw hear ppl say this right, someday you shld experience it yourself. (:
and then after that i went for Just Acia with some stupid person and HAHA aft that we went for performances. (: the one at the concourse by Wayne Sandz was simply great. (: his music is so soulful, so fun and enjoyable. (: HAHA me and the lazy nessa lie on the bean bags on the floor and watch it, HAHAHA wa the bean bag super comfortable! :D i just love the atmosphere there..(: hmm the feeling is indescribable. (:
BIG THANKS to yu chuan,lining and especially nessa. (:
music always makes me feel so comfortable. (:
And i guess, the music part of me is the me you will never understand. (:
I need someone who understands me.
and I miss you already
8:49 AM
Thursday, March 8, 2012
today is the end of term 1!! :X so fast, i still rmb vivdly that i was telling my friends that from jan to march the only break is march holis and puff we are here alr!! :X
things that we need to revise is like.. alm 60 chapters for all the subjects, excluding sub topics so including them wa.. its mad and we have only 2 wks left to revise everything.. :X at the same time we have to cope with sec 4 topics too! :X time is really passing too fast! :X
and oh, mdm ho told the ocip ppl to post whatever we wrote in our journals in our blogs.. (: HAHA hmm i would like too, but its far too personal, tian i cant believe it ms chew read it!! :X HAHAHA the trip!! (:
hmm i realise that everyone around me have grown up ever since they became sec 4s.. (: they have learnt to find joy and happiness in everything they do.. (: guess, thats a good thing!(: HAHA.. (: this term results is real bad, i foresee a bad result for my prelims as well!!! :X but its ok, i tried my best, studied my hardest for everything.. (: just have to keep working my way through i guess.. (:
hmm im still on my way to find joy in everything. (: but for now, i guess im slightly happier than i was before. (: this is the first and the last time im gonna hate someone, i'll never allow myself to do that again. finally, a day for break, a day to clear my thought. (: this 3 months have been such an eventful period. but its ok, i believe that the clouds will be cleared soon. (:
PS: CANT WAIT TO JAM TMR!! :D :D
and I miss you already
7:41 AM
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Hey posting from my phone!(: hahah so will add in the pics I wanted to when I'm using con ba..(:
Today is the last netball training in our 4 yrs of AHS..(: HAHHA I miss the times when I was still training!!! :D today's sufferings are definitely worth it, I really enjoyed myself today.(: hmm feels so great to training tgt again! :D
It's a miracle being able to be in netball, experiencing things I nv did.(: this is one of the chapters of my life I wil never forget..(: it's a tough route where I kept falling, but I don't regret it at all.(: the whole netball family is AWESOME! :D HAHHA can't express how Im feeling now but yea, it's simply awesome.(: I met retarded people, created close bonds with them...(: HAHHA people who didn't join netball miss out a lot a lot..(: and I'm really thankful I have my team, a bunch of idiots.. :D all those things we went through and survived them together. (: I bet I'll feel super empty when there's no training!! :X hmm feeling really bu she de now.. :X
Time is passing so fast, it was like 100 plus more training to go and puff, we're done with our last alr.. :X it's scary to see how time flies, I don't wanna leave Anglican! :X
So yep, this is the end of my netball life in Anglican.(: lovely, enjoyable, awesome. (:
