Sunday, November 29, 2009
走
寂寞，好了
蔡旻佑
就怕天黑得太快
来不及 把寂寞给藏起来
我想你 很想你
想念变成了习惯
不知不觉 对你依赖
只好现在才明白
原来爱 需要大声说出来
这一次 我多想
用尽全力 抱紧你
抢救我们爱得危机
走 如果你真的想要走
消失在我过得生活
我没有 快乐的理由
走 可不可以你不要走
爱怎么说算就算了
告诉我 你不会舍得
只好现在才明白
原来爱 需要大声说出来
这一次 我多想
用尽全力 抱紧你
抢救我们爱得危机
走 如果你真的想要走
消失在我过得生活
我没有 快乐的理由
走 可不可以你不要走
爱怎么说算就算了
告诉我 你不会舍得
oh~ 走 如果你真的想要走
我放下一切的拥有
陪你走 到人海尽头
走 要走就我们一起走
别丢下落单的一个
别没收 幸福的快乐
and I miss you already
9:18 AM
HELLO PPL FINALLY AGAIN :D :D this time is my da ge let me use his mac bk... :D :D YAY :D sometimes its gd to hav siblings... hehe :D :D i LOVE them :D :D
went for class bbq today.... (: was quite fun :D :D BUT WAS WET BY SOME GRR GRR PPL... :X but still fun though.... :D :D hehe... (: THANKS 1K :D i will miss this crazy and wonderful class though... (: u ppl rocks :D
thanks for everything.. :D :D had 6PA bbq last wk too.. (: (: is it? haha yea i think it is... :D :D hehe.. (: hmm... (: was pretty fun too... (: has been long since i meet all those crappy ppl... hehe :D :D actually i jus notice smth... (:
francan was trying to help but in his crappy manner... hehe :D :D friday.. did i go out on friday? (: haha :D :D no idea.... (: (: MISS BLOGGING :D :D hehe... (: missed out on quite a lot recently i guess... (: (:
oh yea if ur can go listen to cai min you de ji mo hao le.. (: (: VERY NICE :D hehe.. (: (: tmr going out wif pigs :D :D hehe.. (: gonna buy fbt shirt and then to cycle... YAY :D very long nv meet them le... (:
coming two wks there is no training too... :X but yea... its quite a gd time to rest and improve... (: haha... (: (: i hope tt my computer will be REPAIRED FASTER!!! :X hate the times without it.. haha (: (: its one of the easiest way to communicate you know... haha :D :D crap... :D
yest nite went to dong hse to stay over cause we had to finish the lyrics... (: (: and it was crazy.. :D :D haha... (: (: thurs had a match wif anderson.... :X only played 1 quarter... :X but still gd experience though... (:
lost by 18 i think... :X nvm lets work harder... :D hehe... (: (: ok lar... (: i posted quite a long one today le.. (: hehe... (: lets jus hope tt my com will be ok... hehe :D :D AND DONG STOP SPAMMING OK... (:
im confused... i rly am... and im tearing... COMS..WYSNAA... ZSXDMSR....
does all this mean anything now?..
and I miss you already
8:42 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
HELLO PPL :D :D SUPER LONG NV POST LE.. :D :D hehe.. (: com break down.. (: haha.. (: and i jus accidentally deleted my post so im jus gonna write a little bit.. haha(:
had training today and then aft tt went to seoul garden... hehe :D :D er.. lets not talk abt it any more k.. :D :D during this period of time when its like.. my com break down its like... :X i dont know... haha :D
er... sec 2 classes are out.. :X and im in 2B.. :X I PREFER 1K ): its like.. this yr was a very fun and plesant yr.. (: i hope tt next yr will be another pleasant yr too... (: but actually whether is it pleasant is u choose de ba... (: haha.. (:
hmm... all the best peeps.. (: (: ESP to my pigs.. :D :D haha.. (: dont think next yr will be a pretty easy one.. (: but nvm.. (: it will be over soon.. (: ME SAME CLASS AS AH MA :D :D YAYNESS :D :D but not same as dong they all or yuan ru or jeanne or.. ai yar a lot of ppl jiu dui le.. (:
hmm... wish tt i can stay in 1K.. but its not possible de lar. (: nvm look on the birght side.. :D :D haha :D :D hmm coach was MUCH NICER to us today then she was on tuesday... (: hehe... :D
tmr er.. is there anything? :X oh yea going for a swim and badminton wif pigs :D :D MUHAHA :D :D fun fun.. (: hehe.. (:
all the best for ur matches at taiwan.. (: and all the best to you (: STAY STRONG yea.. (:
and I miss you already
6:31 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
cry on my shoulders
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
this... is for you my dear... and i hope.. tt u can rly rmb this...
and I miss you already
12:38 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009
some retarded woman.. :D
hungry ppl eating :D :D
bao and yani trying to make the fire bigger by blowing... RETARDED :D
hmm.. lets not talk abt tis k... :X
mess made by us.. :D :D
FOOD SHOPPING :D :D
BIKES :D
auntie shopping for prawns :D :D
WOOTS YEST HAD BBQ WIF NETBALLERS :D :D er.. yani vanessa steph qi raelene kim wan rong janelle hui xin bell and amanda went :D :D was full loads of fun.. :D :D but only 5 of us went cycling.. still SUPER FUN THOUGH :D :D
haha.. (: (: yani me rae kim plus qi went to cycle wif yani 惨叫-ing at the back.. :D :D another lesson learnt.. :D nv CYCLE BEHIND YANI OK.... haha.. (: jkjk.. (: (: was super fun.. (: then met up wif amanda.. :D oh yea we played at the play ground too.. :D :D ROCKS :D
cycled to e hub to get the food.. :D :D was raining yest... (: but still fun :D :D hehe.. (: we all cycled in the rain and qi was wearing a white pants... hehe :D :D then aft we deposit the food at pit 4 we went back to the bicycle shop to return bikes... :D
walked frm there back to bbq pit.. thought it was very long but actually was quite fast.. :D :D was singing and talkin abt crazy stuffs like a mad woman... :D reached there and took a long time to start the fire in the rain... :D WAS SUPER COLD DE CAN... :X
then started eating and being crazy again.. :D :D FIRST TIME steph did so much for a bbq and i agree... :D :D thanks for the day everyone... :D :D me qi and rae stayed back to clear up and was very funny too.. :D :D yani came to join us aft she sent bell off... :D
then we were talking and talking and laughing.. :D it was super creepy and aft walking a while rae ran so we all ran.. :D :D retarded... :D :D went to e hub to clean up ourselves and then EAT FONDU :D :D
OMG ITS THE BEST AND MOST HYGIENE AND THE NICEST DINNER FOR THE DAY :D :D :D then rushed to pee... hehe :D :D er...cab back wif yani qi and raelene... haha... :D :D fantastic day... hehe :D :D THANKS PEEPS :D
looking forward to captains ball on sunday.. :D :D YAYS :D
and I miss you already
11:58 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
HEYS PEEPS :D :D haven been posting for a very long time.. haha :D :D overall had a very fun wk tis wk.. :D :D tues training was cancelled... :X then er.. raelene qi vanessa and me we went out.. :D :D
was super funny tt day can.. :D :D er.. i shall not bao liao here lar hor QI QI... (: im a VERY VERY kind person... haha :D :D jkjk... (: (: then er... wednesday had gym and we all went home to spam cup noodles... :D :D
TODAY :D :D OMG OMG OMG :D :D I LASTED THROUGH TODAYS TRAINING WTHOUT STOPPING AT ALL :D :D :D its super omg can :D :D haha.. (: (: yay got improvement :D :D hope tt my leg would be better... haha (: (:
hmm... er todays training was physical running and medicine ball and stuffs like tt... haha (: went to bedok stadium and ran.. haha (: (: BURN OFF FATS :D :D aft tt actually wanted to watch 2012 but decided to watch another day... hehe :D
er went tam for dinner and played zhong ji hao ma :D :D was super fun :D :D and then changed it to truth or dare... :D :D it was super fun can... :D :D laughing all the way through.. :D
TMR HAV BBQ WIF PIGS!!! :D :D YAY :D :D tmr will be another fun but tiring day... :D :D so yea.. :D :D looking forward to it :D :D
and I miss you already
8:33 AM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
SPAMMING MYSELF WIF ELVA XIAO YA XUAN SONGS NOW :D :D a lot of SUPER nice and meaningful songs.. :D :D make me think back on a lot of things... haha :D :D will be pretty occupied nowdays.. (:
but anyways.. :D still enjoyable.. (: (: hmm WENT TO CUT MY HAIR TODAY :D :D ITS VERY SHORT NOW :D :D hehe... (: (: not so warm also.. (: although my hair style is weird.. :D
its alw weird.. :D but doesnt matter... hehe :D prepared for tues training and ppl asking me abt my hair.. haha :D :D n yep.. (: TIS COMING FRIDAY WILL BE NETBALL BBQ :D :D YEA :D
haha.. (: so now.. (: i shall post a song lyrics by xiao ya xuan.. (: called
倒数 its very nice.. (: (:
萧亚轩-倒数
怎黱我会说太晚了你不用送
其实我想说可不可以不要走
车里的歌尾奏已经结束
突然我们都沉默你不敢看我
讨厌这样我们都有话藏著不说
你总是那黱处处在意我
越害怕伤害我我感觉越难受
你不懂我没你想像脆弱
热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记
值得你的爱已确定不是我
下一个周末会不会就各自过
渐渐少联络这样算不算分手
我会想念你亲吻你拥抱
但我不想欺骗我真实的感受
讨厌这样爱变质后谁都不认得
情人终究不一定变朋友
越相互关心著越加速疏远了
别触碰我在逞强的笑容
热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记
值得你的爱已确定不是我
是不是从前我们太懒惰
放任心往相反方向移动直到看不清楚
你说出那一句谢谢你
眼泪忽然夺眶而出快要不能自己
难很困难再见要说的多快乐
热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记我们都爱过
热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记
值得你的爱我确定不是我
选择了艰难的路走
我相信这样是对的
我们需要开始倒数了吗....?
and I miss you already
9:50 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
ok posting cause i promised dong to... haha :D went out wif them yest and IT WAS SUPER FUN :D :D my GOSH :D :D THANKS CRAZY WOMEN :D
played loads of retarded stuffs there and tis like.. :D er... DONG BECAME OUR MAIN TARGET :D :D super retarded... :D :D some ka zhu super brb can..:D :D then xin xin became our waitress for the day :D :D :D
haha... (: (: very long nv see them le.. :D :D and then er.. taboo.. ATTENTION**
CANNOT play this game wif dong... :D :D will die de... :D haha.. (: (: then er... xin xin also kanna quite a few times... :D :D
but yest we rly laugh like siao can.. :D :D super long nv like tt wif them le.. :D :D we ZI HIGH LIKE SIAO OK :D :D every one went on drugs.. :D :D hope tt next time guan luan and hu yu can join us... haha :D :D
er... tuesday and wednesday going back to pri sch to help in captains ball... :D :D hehe.. :D :D busy yet fun and enjoyable... :D :D NOWDAYS IM BACK TO HOT SHOT AGAIN :D :D HAHA :D :D
stopped zhong ji san guo again... hehe :D :D HOT SHOT IS SUPER SUPER SUPER ADDICTIVE DE OK... :D :D but its rly very nice and touching.. (: the 5 of them is super bonded... :D :D and yea.. its super nice.. (: (: SO GOING TO WATCH IT NOW... :D :D
and I miss you already
8:25 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
hmm has been long since i had a rly post.. hehe... (: (: somethings tt hav happened recently made me think of somthings too... (: friendship takes two hands to clap, but when one hands stop, it doesnt mean that the other have to.
weird huh.. (: (: suddenly im writing all this crap.. hehe (: hmm.. there are a lot of meanings to me for this particular sentence ba... (: hehe (: there is a way for somethings i guess... and i hope.. tt this isnt the furtherest we can go.. (: i do trust in wat we hav gone through.. and i rly hope.. tt it doesnt end.. (:
hmm.. i hope ur leg is kicking fine now.. (: thanks for the question today anyways.. (: it made me hav the feeling i missed for a long time... haha.. (: and yea dont worry.. (: im not thinking too much.. (: its jus a sudden feeling ba.. (: take care.. (: hmm im ok ppl.. (: dont need to worry or da jing xiao gua de.. hehe :D
today training :D :D had a pretty short one.. :D but still as tiring though.. :X haha.. :D :D er.. the supplier came to our sch today but er... haha.. :D then went for dinner.. er me and yani didnt eat.. instead we went to walk walk :D :D
finding retarded stuffs for wen xuan bday.. haha.. :D HAPPY BDAY WEN XUAN :D :D and meeting dong they all up tmr.. YAYS :D :D hehe.. :D :D WOOTS :D :D
and I miss you already
7:14 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
heys ppl :D quite packed and busy these days... :X monday went back to sch to do smth.. (: (: tues training wed gym :D :D tmr hav training also.. :D :D yay (: friday er.. do i hav anything on friday? :X
oh yea my dear dong gua.. :D hehe.. (: (: tues did LOADS of SPRINTING -.- me dont like sprinting... :X but nvm lar.. (: still lasted through it? i think.. :X i hope..SERIOUSLY HOPE coach wont make us sprint again.. :X hehe.. (: (:
er.. coach also did wif us some strategies on tues.. (: quite cool... haha (: hmm.. aft gym today went wif qi van and steph for lunch.. (: met amanda too :D :D haha cool.. (: (:
NEXT FRIDAY HAV BBQ :D :D hehe.. (: (: will be quite fun i guess... :D :D but er.. the food cost.. er..yani and vanessa hav to be responsible for it!! :D :D haha.. jkjk (: (: btw.. take care van :D and A BIG THANKS TO YANI PIG (:
planning for 6PA bbq too.. :D miss 6pa.. (: but nvm will be meeting them soon.. :D :D i hope it will be quite ok too.. (: YAYS :D happy happy... (: (: ok.. (: not gonna blog anymore... hehe (:
and I miss you already
8:18 AM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
SATURDAY :D :D er...(: had drums :D :D yay :D was sort of fun... (: hehe.. (: (: then er.. met up wif qi vanessa hui xin and yani :D at yamaha.. (: (: went to get guitar stuffs... :D :D
er.. chose a translucent blue pick for my stupid pig.. :D :D and a black one too.. (: hope she likes it.. (: cause i like it too... :D :D hehe.. :D :D but i didnt pick it cause i like it lar.. (: (: im a very kind person u know :D :D haha jkjk (: (:
er... aft tt went to bugis to meet yuan ru.. (: and then headed home.. (: these nites are pretty cooling.. :D :D AND COSY :D :D hehe.. (: (: nice to sleep.. :D :D hehe.. (: pig pig (:
hmm then today er.. woke up and er.. read "the dream hse" its quite nice.. (: (: although the eng words inside are quite chim lar huh... :X and then er.. went to jog wif andrea GST and she practically walked 99% of the route.. :X
she practically walked 30mins ard my hse... -.- hai yo andrea.. next time dont walk k? (: jys jys.. (: be determined.. (: its possible de... (: (:
then er.. at nite went out wif family for DINNER :D :D SUPER FULL CAN... :X but the food there is quite nice.. :D :D came home and watched secret :D :D touching.. (: (:
TMR :D :D er... pig coming to my hse and settling the bbq on the 13 of nov (: YAYS :D er.. then going to qi hse to get the guitar started... :D HEHE :D\
lastly... jus let me tell you smth.... i love you... (: stay strong yep (:
and I miss you already
8:14 AM
