i know... tt i haven done this b4.. like dedicating a post jus for u.. but.. i want to do tt tonight... jus for u.. (: lets not talk abt team.. lets jus talk abt me n u...
i dont wanna regret thanking u too late... i wanna thank u... jus b4 i leave.. so tt.. the feeling would still be there.. (:
thanks.. for accompanying me through the nights... when im alw sad..thinking abt my injuries... thanks for tt... its tough n tiring..with ppl spilling in their troubles to u... n all u do.. is keep them inside u...n also.. hanging on to the rope at the same time...i really wanna thank u for tt...thanks for accompanying me tt day.. when i injured myself cause of steps... thanks for alw telling me these words... "jyjy xuan".... cause.. it really pushed me forward... u my little woman.. nv fail to make me... learn smth new... u my beloved friend.. nv fail to be there for me.. u my team mate.. nv fail to be patient in teaching me all these new stuffs....
im sry n im rly sry tt i cannot get ur shepard for u now n i also cannot do as much n as well as ur shepard can... but all i want u to know is.. even if one day.. u hav been replaced in everyones heart.. u nv will... in mine.... u are a special friend to come... ur a special woman.. i can talk my heart to.... u... nv fail to make my day or understand me... at the point.. when im really speechless... u know wat i meant... u know wat i wanna say... u know exactly how i feel... n i wanna thank u for tt...
whenever im at a lost.... u will tell me to hold on.... thanks for caring for me.. looking aft me.. cause i know.. im really childish when im stubborn.... thanks for all the love u hav given me... thanks for every msg spent on me...u touched my heart... wif smth...tt i can nv express wif words..... u nv fail.. to be there for me... stretching out ur hand.. when i fall....even if i dont hav the energy to reach out for ur hand... u will nv giv up.. n pull me up... u chose to ignore me when i dont listen to u... but.. its not me tt its hurting... its u tt is really hurting deep down... thanks for tt too.. somethings tt u do...wan qing.. amanda... n the rest cant do too...
u are indeed... special... to me.. very special to me.... u alw love me.. much more then wat im rly worth.. u gave in a lot of things for me.... if u dont notice.. i do... cause u really mean a lot to me... my world... without u... will be crap too... if one day.. u really become my memory.. i will miss u each second n each day n everywhere i go..... i love u.. cause ur worth me loving.. its cause of nth else.. but the reason tt... ur really worth me loving.... im sry my love isnt worth for u... but... i jus want u to know tt... no one can ever replace u... to me... every part of me... cause ur raelene leong....
my beloved team mate... friend... my listening ears... my pillars...my painkillers...my everything... (:
*(sry if this is a little to.. rou ma.. but... its really wat i think.... (: )
