Friday, July 17, 2009
:D aft sch today went wif yy yani steph rae n neh to watch HARRY POTTER!!! :D :D ITS NICE OK!!! its like.. yy keep on talking.. :D haha.. (: so fun.. (: n we made a very big mess... :D hahas... love u girls.. (:
oh yea.. IT WAS FREEZING COLD... but.. the movie was still nice.. (: keep on eating.. :X haha.. (: aft tt we sat outside k.. n talked then to mac n talk again... (: grp talks alw rocks... (: cause we share the same thinking?? haha.. i dont know.. (: but.. yep.. (:
today wasnt rly smooth... was like... first half of the day pe smth happened... :X bless him... :X n then cher dont let me practise standing board jump cause of my knee... -.- alamak :X y need so long to recover de?? :X im.. lets TRY and be patient.... (: (:
today aft recess was supposed to be very pleasant cause of film studies... but then its like.. saw smth n... it spoiled my mood for the rest of the day.. was thinking all abt it aft recess... i was rly feeling like... i dont know... :X but then at least aft sch i did let it out!!! :D :D thanks team... (: (: first time eh... like.. jus vent out smth in front of ur faces.. (: thanks ppl.. (: aft the movie was feeling so much better alr.. (: cause of the movie n netballers... (: (: (: haha :D :D
tired today.. :X going to sleep early i guess... (: by 1.30?? i dont know... :X tmr morning might be going to swim wif amanda... :D yay :D :D n then hav to practise drum too... :X the exam seems scary... :X
heys.. i seriously dont know wats wif u.... its like.. i saw u in my class today..doing smth stupid... like.. it rly doesnt seem like u... y must u be like tt?? why must it be the time when ver neh jus untie the knot in my heart n you... tie it back... deeper and harder than the previous time... how much hurt do u wanna bring to ur love ones?? hav u lost ur mind or wat?? u still hav ur character inside you.. but y are u not showing it??? is this a numb?? can u like.. think of others feeling b4 u do anything?? ur like..doing lots n lots n lots of things without thinking now... hav u thought of YJ feelings?? hav u thought of ur loves feelings??? come on man.... stop it... jus stop watever ur doing now....
if you rly wanna let go.. let go fully... or not jus dont let go... wif u hanging in between... ur hurting not only urself... u shld know this very well...ppl who are loving you... are being hurt by you... i... aft seeing the scene today.. i rly dont know wat to say or tell u alr... i still believe you.. but pls.. let me know tt my trust is right....
and I miss you already
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