Thursday, July 30, 2009
hais.... im tired... rly...why must it be... like this when its jus another step into the team? why...? why must it be the time.. when i am hungry for netball?? why must it be this time... when i jus understood the meaning of netball?? why must it be this time.. aft 2 months break... aft my stamina is back... my leg is down again...
someone explain and tell me y pls... WHY?? kimberly pls dont feel bad.. its not ur fault.. it has got nth to do wif u..seriously... (: why... kimberly its not cause ur fat ok... (: (: but.. pain.. is all i can say.. typical pain aft every training to me is ok... but... must it be now??
i feel...so.. arg... i feel so weak... its jus a push...who can rly understand how i feel now? hais... its when.. i got addicted to midfielder...this kinda of things happen.. when coach is teaching us the set play... what... is this?? my walking.. is alw sliding huh... when can there be a day.. when i can play sports without any pain or what so ever??
arg... i had enough of it.. its like... every 2 or 1 month break i play for 2 wks n then its another few months... wth man...ppl go around telling me not to play netball...but im not prepared to giv up anything... im not n i guess i nv will.... its not only abt sports.. passion.. its rly more then tt...
and guess wat.. HAHA.. i will be limping or rather i say sliding to sch tmr morning... freak man.... why must it be now... arg.. wif all my siblings scolding me... and my mother... at least my father and my da ge is still the best... (: i cant depend on u guys forever.. pulling me up carrying me when im down.... im jus another burden... u guys dont mind but i do...
and kim bao..dont blame urself le lar... (: rly its not ur fault.. its cause i run too fast n stop too fast... (: (: dont quit because of me... play on.. (: complete my wish... which is to do AHS netball team proud...(: play WD..and dont hav a phobia for it yea... u hav the talent... u hav the skill jus no stamina... :D haha.. (: work for it..dont giv up yea... (:
guess its time.. when i rly sit down.. and think abt stuffs... if i rly go and visit the doctor for check up for ligament... hmm.. i will dread to hear the results man... :X
说说- 棒棒堂
下课钟声回到耳边
沈默夕阳倒映我脸
互传纸条的那画面
消失般那光线
秋天气息感染树叶
泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀
随枫叶分飞
我们曾经说好的幸福永远
一直藏在书包的拉鍊
多麼希望回到那年
我们写的诗篇
好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想你
这些年 你知不知 我常想念著你
想念著你
秋天气息感染树叶
泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀
随枫叶分飞
我们曾经说好的幸福永远
一直藏在书包的拉鍊
多麼希望回到那年
我们写的诗篇
好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想你
这些年 你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你
全都是你
搜索著 我的感受
心里话 全说出口
好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想你
这些年 你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你
全都是你
听你说 说多爱我
听你说 说想我
谢谢你 曾经陪著我
说著我们幸福 的经过
hmm... this song rocks... :D :D but its not frm me to you.. its frm another person to you dear... (: ok... time to be happy now.. (: (: things are bad but then there is alw a positive side mah... (: so lets all be happy yea... (: (: i know you all love me and care for me... (: but then dont worry so much lar... (:
oh sharks.. the doctor said that tmr will be more painful.. arg shit.. someone save me man...
and I miss you already
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