Saturday, July 4, 2009
went for drum lesson today :D :D :D WOOTS :D :D hahas.. finally our teacher told us abt our drum exam... :X wa.. very scary leh.. but then its during sep...(: 7-12 of sep... :X still hav quite a few months... (: so.. yea.. must work hard... (:
hahas.. (: aft tt went to eastpoint mall to meet raelene yani joanne er hum n their friend.. (: i forgot her name lar.. :X hehe.. (: lol.. (: when i get my salary i dont care... (: im going to buy new drum sticks!! :D :D WOOTS :D :D hmm.. mayb can call neh along to choose which one is nice... :D but current one is too heavy le... :X n very long too... but nvm.. MUHAHA :D can change it very soon!! :D :D
YAYS!!! :D :D tmr going to ikea wif family :D going to shop for curtains :D n then family dinner again!!! :D :D (: tmr confirm got a lot of things to look at de.. :D hahas.. (: hav been going out this few days.. im so going to chiong my work tmr.. (: mayb i will do all the hand written work tmr.. n then the audios on monday... (: n my current chinese storybk is really nice..thanks a lot dong n xin.. (:
ARGS..STOP HURTING N COMING BACK WILL YOU.... COME ON MAN...I HAV TRAINING NEXT TUES... IM NOT GOING TO TAPE U....U ARE INDEED IRRITATING... U TOO... JUS RECOVER LAR... IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK?? LIKE.. HELLO?? I GAVE U 2 AND A HALF MONTHS OF BREAK FRM TRAINING IN TOTAL... SO.. YEA... (: jus let me last through this yr... (: tts all i wish... (: (:
hmm dear.. (: dont bother abt ur parents man..(: if ur unhappy can come find me anytime yea?? (: i will alw be here.. (: n pls dont hurt urself anymore... ur leg hurts... tts smth which u shld know more then me... so.. yea.. (: try n find someone u feel comfortable to talk to.. (: dont fake smile when u dont feel like smiling.. (: cause.. it hurts n it rly does...to me... i rather u not smile when ur hurting... let it out.. (: tts wat friends are for.. (: dont be afraid to make them worry.... cause tts their purpose... (: sry if i say anything not right... :X hearts.. (:
**( ok wait.. all this are my thinking.. u can choose to ignore yea..(: )
heys love... friendship is not by... physically or wat...its.. the feeling in ur heart...try n read wat shes thinking n feeling... cause tts important...shes ur besty... dont lose trust in her... (: i rly.. dont know how to express wats the feeling inside me... but.. this time.. its another test for u n her... n u two will go through it i know.. (:
she might seem very... cold n watever on the outside.. but... u know her inside.. its still the same her...(: sometimes.. its not tt she doesnt wanna do anything.. its tt.. she dont know wat to do... (: there are rly a lot of things she did for you.. for us.... but then she didnt say it out... u hav to feel it... (: if ur hurting.. i think.. shes hurting.. but even more.. cause she hav to juggle within bball... n she would feel that she was the one who hurt u...things might rly seems diff now.. but then... i think that... the love u two had.. is still there... (: try n risk it this time.. (: let go.. n trust her... (:
jys dears..(: u all can do it... (:
and I miss you already
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