Tuesday, February 9, 2010
had training today.. :D was totally off today.. :X haha... :X no will to grip the ball.. (: haha... (: today wasnt even 50% of my normal... :X was totally siao.. :X haha... (: and im digusted by wat i did... :X GRR still very fed up wif myself... :X nvm... haha... (: (: suddenly feel like putting qing tian de lyrics... :D hehe.. :D 词:周杰伦曲:周杰伦
故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
教室的那一间
下雨的那一天
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了
拜拜
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了拜拜
刮风这天我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能够在你身边
等到放晴那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前有个人爱你很久
但偏偏雨渐渐把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了I HATE YOU...Y CANT YOU JUS STOP IT? JUS STOP WATEVER YOUR DOING... i jus wan to persue my dreams my passion... but if your ard i cant.. i dont know if i shld overcome you now or if i shld jus give up... but im not happy jus giving up like that... i worked so hard for all i hav now.. i dont wanna give up but y are you forcing me to...? im rly very tired... and its tough having you ard me all the time.. i know its my fault... but... hais.. i rly dont know...i jus hope you will stop hurting and let me hav enough time till 2012... tts all i wish... so pls.. jus stop hurting... i dont hav tt much mental strength...esp when u hav been burning for the past one yr and now being worse?.. haha if you think its fun its not... you rly mean a lot to me and i need you.. so jus do me this flavour...
and I miss you already
5:50 AM
