Monday, February 15, 2010
hmm sry for this emo post but jus let me get it out once and for all k i dont wanna keep splitting it into parts and post it in diff posts.. (:
hmm.. sometimes when you jus do things halfway, you hav chosen this path, there is no turning back. This is what i chose and what i wanted so i hav to go along wif it. Starting this thing, i shld hav known that it will be like that. But i didnt understand why minds go differently from hearts. In the end, the heart hav to clear up watever the mind left. Cool logic. (:
hmm... forget it since it has happen then face the music. Haha i didnt know my post was so cool. Let things go as how they are now, because its good for monsters. A hand, can only reach this far, hold this far and touch this far. After all this touching ( sounds wrong (: ) , holding and reaching, full stop. There it goes.
This one is gone, and the water cycle repeats. History will reoccur one day or another, depending on when is it. If you are clever enough, you can see the next one coming. And when you see it, you know it.
Distance makes the heart grows fonder. Agreed. Very much agreed.
海内存知己，天涯若比邻。 Painkillers, the time and schedule, wont last. This is what you chose, and what you have decided for your own fate. Nothing else matters, not even a heart. Even if it does, you have already chosen your own fate. Once again, fullstop.
Us? Not sure though. Best, that is what i hoped for.
YOU. Hoping to conquer you, with what i have. But if i dont even have you, i cant. hmm.. I will find you back and make you under my toes, to conquer you all over again. My goal, my dreams, thats you. And i will do everything or rather isay anything i can, to reach out to you. Working is one of the factors, but having confidence and believing is another. Determined, persevere and shining.
hmm.. So, what is a heart?
Dictionary says:
3. the center of the total personality, esp. with reference to intuition, feeling or emotion
4. the center or emotion, esp. as contraster to the head as the center of the intellect.
5. capacity for sympathy; feeling; affection
6. spirit, courage or enthusiasm
Heart... Something you can play with? Something like a dustpan? Something like your soul? hmm.. Perhaps its time to figure out.
and I miss you already
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