Saturday, March 13, 2010

Today. Things are settled, like finally.
Many things have been going through my mind now. About things that have been happening around me. Many times, people tell me about knowing the future and such. Many of them wants to know what their future is and stuffs like that.
But, if that is your fate, if that is your future, is there anyway to change it? If you have the power to foresee things, will you do it? The Oracle, from the book Percy Jackson book, can foresee things. And then let the campers know. But what can they do? It can only help them in the journey, not with changing the fate at all.
If you really can foresee the future, will you have the courage to face it? Perhaps it will help only in the journey. But if it could have brought you another emotion, will you want to foresee things?
Treasure, that is the only thing that will really help. Things are really great now, but Im very much afraid of the future. Can things be worked out? Please, I dont want to get it again, enough of it already. If this continues who will it be? It, dont seem the first time to me.
Sometimes its really good to not know anything or not have anything.
if i can.. i really dont wanna know you two in the first place... ): ): i really love you two... i am really afraid of losing you two... ): but i know it will happen someday... ): its really my fault.. to cause all of us to fall to deep in... until we dont know how to get out of it... ): dont regret knowing you two... but the hurt is really.. unbearable... ): ): i know i will hav to lose you two someday.. and im putting in my 1oo% now... ): sometimes i really wish i dont have that courage.. that love for you and you... i really dont know what will happen when i lose you two.. and i know it will be really soon.... so.. haha... that day will come.. and that is our Fate.. nothing can change it...
"Everything comes gradually at its appointed hour."
-unknown
and I miss you already
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