hello ppl.. (: (: haha... (: today post is gonna be... hmm.. :X rly random? (: haha.. (:
and YES VANESSA abt ur tag im serious.. :D hehe.. (: (: er yea the chinese words are sorta of related to you.. (: haha.. (: i got my inspiration frm you.. :D haha.. (: (: so be glad ok! (:
hmm.. perhaps i shld gain my ability to open up again... (: like vanessa (: shes so open, so brave to even write c's full name there, on her blog.. (: haha.. (: freedom.. (: like nth to tie her down... (:
her blog.. (: she is holding on to many kites but she finds joy in the kites.. (: she holds her own kites... (: and her msn pm was like " i think i care too much bout others....for my own good." and thats what i admire her too... (:
and like what raelene said, she can heal herself when shes down... (: thats smth which im still learning.. (: and nessa sometimes its gd to be selfish you know.. (: hehe... (:
perhaps.. someday i shld rly type everything out here, not bothering abt who will read my blog and stuffs like that.. (: or perhaps someday i might jus throw everything in this Singapore and i go to wonderland... :D :D hehe... :D to be exact its called mia.... (: hehe... (:
my girl and banana is right.. (: someday i still hav to drop everything down... (: when the time is up, i will drop everything... (: (: once again, the Oracle frm percy jackson bk...(: she predicts the future but still cannot change it... (: so yep... (: if this is my future, if this is my fate, if this is already planned, this is it. (:
haha.. (: so yep... (: and vanessa... (: i jus say all that i wanna say.. (: haha.. (: (: vanessa i admire you, for being so innocent, for crying when your heart teared, for jumping and creating earthquakes when your heart smiles, for expressing yourself as though there is no one else in this world. (: I envy you, for living for urself and no one else. (: And for caring about others, for the sake of urself. (: for hurting someone else, because you dont wanna get hurt anymore... (:
that is what you have... (: and that is what i admire you for.. (: haha retarded right? (: you all can think that im bonkers or what but im serious.. (: haha... (: (: hmm vanessa is jus en example k.. (: (: haha cause shes the best that i can find therefore im using her name here... (: haha... (:
i hope to be like you.. (: but if i am you, im not me anymore.. (:
haha finished the last bk of percy jackson today!! :D :D ROCKS I SWEAR!! :D :D haha... (: (: there is really a strong bond of friendship every where within the words and letters in these pages... (: sometimes these things happen everyday till you get immune then actually realise that things that happen everyday, they are really touching... (:
so.. (: haha... (:
hmm... (: my girl also told me smth... (: she said that mayb im like that now cause ppl ard me dont understand me... (: ( am i so hard to understand? :X ) haha... (: mayb? (: perhaps its because i can foresee things that other ppl cant, and thats y its hard to understand? (: she told me that she dont think she understand me too... (: (am i really so hard to understand huh? :X ) mayb? (: haha... (:
and girl... (: i really dont wan you to get into this world of mine, where vision goes so far.. (: sometimes after you know what things are gonna happen, things will change the way its supposed to be... (: "let go"... (: i hope you understand what i mean by these two words... (:
heys you out there... (: i know you dont read my blog but still.. hmm i jus wanna tell you.. although ur someone i jus known in 2B im not close to you and stuffs watever i said today i mean it.. (: trust me or not thats ur choice... (: but hmm.. i rly feel upset aft you sent me those stuffs... i mean its not that ur scolding me its that... hmm.. i dont wan you to waste any more time of ur life bearing hatred, grudges and so on... you wasted enough time... i dont wan you to regret it when your friends leave you one day.. i wan you to treasure every single thing ard you.. but hmm.. i tried.. the rest is up to you... i hope that you will find the light soon... (: may true friendship be blessed upon you.. (:
