Sunday, July 11, 2010
HEYS PPL!! (: went out wif dong they all for buffet today!! (: hmm to celebrate faith bday!! (: (: hehe.. (: (:
hmm went to raffles!! (: before that was zi highing wif dong and xin on the mrt.. :D :D haha.. (: spamming ft songs.. :D super fun.. :D:D has been really long since i was super high wif them!! :D :D
hehe.. (: (: and then aft that we went to marina square for buffet!! (: hehe... (: (: ate and ate and ate like siao!! :D :D hehe.. :D :D played truth or dare!! :D AND THANKS TO FAITH I WORE SMTH LIKE OH MY TIAN TODAY AS YOU CAN SEE -.- ITS A TANK TOP -.- I WILL NEVER EVER WEAR THAT AGAIN THIS IS SO IRRITATING AND ITS SO NOT MY STYLE FEELS SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE AND ITS NICER TO WEAR SPORT SHIRTS IM SERIOUS -.- OH MY TIAN
haha.. (: (: overall today was pretty fun!! (: hehe.. (: HAPPY BELATED BDAY FAITH!! :D haha.. (: xin wore till really WOA today also.. :D :D hehe.. :D :D ok thats it for today!! (: tmr shall come home to study!! (: hehe.. (: and today aftnoon a really happy thing happened!! :D hehe..(:
do you ever know my passion for drums? to you am i jus playing for fun? i am really very upset and angry.... drums is my passion and im serious about it. you never knew that when im down or upset drums is an instrument that i can vent out my emotions... you allow me to continue because its for fun but im telling you im serious abt it. i really love drums. have you guys ever seen my enjoyment when im playing it? forget it man if its really like that forget it i will stop learning. you think its a waste of money, you think im wasting my time on smth without a future... have you thought that im serious? have you ever thought that i want this as my future career? i wanted sports, you said that sports have no future, same goes for music esp drums. drums bu ke yi jiao ren go learn piano and all those... pls thats not my passion. im sry i know my passion there is no future to it i know you all are concern for me but thats not the way i want it to be. i cant be like nessa playing piano so well... cause my passion is drums. have your ever thought it this way? really... if you want space trust me i will throw all my books away and i will only play drums for life... hmm forget it... i dont feel like playing anymore... neither do i feel like playing netball... sry i know im useless...having passions that have no future but thats my passion thats who i am. i wanna start perusing it when i am young not when im old and dont have the time to.... i really enjoy playing them.(: the kinda of enjoyment is wat you cannot replace it you know... i admit i cried because i am childish. sis ever said, musicians are crazy.. and i want to be a musician.. i wanna peruse music... i really want to. hmmm... i really hope your can read this and understand... though i know ur wont... ):
and I miss you already
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