Tuesday, September 7, 2010
hmm... Certain things trigger off this thought in me. (:
Sometimes, when people really draw this line in you, its non-erasable. Even though you know its one sided, even though you know that person will never appreciate you, even though you know you will get hurt in the end, you will still hope that your always be with that person.
Some point of the day, you might just look up into the sky, and think, " Are you feeling ok at this point of the day? Are you thinking of what im thinking? " hmm... It never fades, and never will. Even if you want to let it go, you can never do that, because you know, deep in your heart, that person means a lot to you.
You will hate yourself, for not being able to hate that person, for not being able to just not show concern, for being such a fool. And yet, you will still do it silently, whether you're tired or not. Hoping and praying that one day, she will really understand what you want to let her know. I guess, this is what love does. (:
If one day, a picture was shown to you, like the railway tracks photo, but without the two kids holding each others hand. And you are told that this picture shows you and your really good buddy, will you still picture the little kids? Or will you think that its the end for you and your buddy? Do you believe that if the two kids dont hold hands, there will still be a touching scene? (:
Perhaps, the only thing that you can show your friend that you really care for them, is just to confide in them. (: At the very least, just let them know that, they know that in your heart, they are always there for you if you need. (: At the very least, allow them to be sure that when you need to look for anyone, look into your heart and you will find them. (:
"do you have any problems now?"
" hmm, yes. But i dont want you to know."
"why not?"
" I dont wish to tell you my problems. Because you have so many other to trouble about, everyone look for you when something happens. I dont want to add on to your burdens. You are feeling down and if i were to tell you mine, you will feel worst. "
"Hmm, I just wanna let you know something. And that is, no matter what happens, a friend wont mind the trouble. No matter what happens. (: "
guess this will sound really familar... :D
imperfections, are the most perfect part of lifes. (:
and I miss you already
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