Wednesday, January 26, 2011
妳曾說不想有天讓我知道 妳對他 有那麼好
妳說會懂 我的失落 不是靠寬容 就能夠解脫
我以為我出現的時候剛好 妳和他 正說要分開
我以為妳 己對他不再期待 不縱容他 再給妳傷害
我以為我的溫柔 能給妳整個宇宙 我以為我能全力 填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右 彌補他一切的錯 也許我太過天真 以為奇蹟會發生
他讓妳紅了眼眶 妳卻還笑著原諒
原來妳早就想好妳要留在誰的身旁
我以為我夠堅強 卻一天天的失望(卻輸得那麼絕望)
少給我一點希望 希望就不是奢望
我以為終究妳會慢慢明白 他的心 已不在妳身上
我的關心 妳依然無動於衷 我的以為 只是我以為
after watching xia yi zhan xingfu i realised that ITS SUPER SUPER NICE!! :D :D :D MUAHAH!! :D :D hahahah and yep i feel in love with this song after qing yis recommandation! :D this song is so touching and yea quite sad... :X haha.. (: actually i attempted to watch this drama twice alr but then the first few ep was too boring.. :X
but the second last ep is so touching!! :X hahaha ok ok enough of all these crap! :D haha.. (: hmm sch life has been really busy hmm hw and hw test revision training drums different different commitments..(: hmm i sort of prefer this kinda of life than having nothing to do..(:
and yea CNY IS COMING! :D and i haven bought clothes.. :X arg the most irritating part of CNY is shopping.. :X nvm its just once a year... :X i also dont know what to wear or what to buy.. :X
hmm went to practise drums today!(: feels great after playing! :D muahaha.. (: hmm i sort of shifted all my attention on sports to music.. (: hmm like i dont mind not playing sports again but i wanna concentrate on music now. (: at least i know that i wont injured myself.. :X and hahaha its smth i can achieve if i really wanna work for it.. (:
hmm things have been turning for the better, not really good yet but yep at least its getting better.. (: im being happier each day, hmm learning to let go off things that is trapping me.. (: feels good feeling happy again! :D haha.. :D hmm maybe its time when i really find a goal in whatever im doing now... (:
one day, i wanna drum like never before! (: hmm still have a really long way to go but yea i will start working hard.. :D maybe 10 years later i'll look back and see how far i went!(: ok hmm has been long since i wrote a long post too! :D haha... (: im gonna SLEEP! :D after sch reopen, i finally realised how much i love my sleep.. :D hahah.. :D rest well peeps and JYS for sch days! :D
and I miss you already
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