Thursday, February 16, 2012

next wk is another hectic wk, another 5 test coming up. looks like im closing up again. Back to the time before i had us. i sincerely hope it will be over real soon.
hmm for lit yest, i was finally enlighten that the world is actually very very practical.. :X hmm my thoughts are so childish, so unrealistic, like as though it will not happen HAHA as though they happen in fairy tales only..(: hmm this world is cruel and dark, hmm something i really hate a lot but i guess this is reality.. (: hmm time for some deep thoughts again.. (:
So you guys think i flare up that day because of stress? I'm sorry to disappoint you, I didn't. You guys were the cause of it. It wasn't because I was stress. And so after doing so much for us, I screwed things up the way it was supposed to be. Haha that isn't the best part. The best and most exciting part is you can stare at me doing the notice board with my corn infection and not help me as though you didn't play a part in anything. You can walk pass me seeing me carry two stacks of newspaper and the yr bk and ask me where is your food, well successfully walking off aft asking. Just to remind you, my corn infection hasn't recover. It is also proven that only you guys need to study while me and myself, have the responsibility to settle the shirt. It's not worth doing so much for you guys. No one ever appreciated except the three of them. Even worst, I thought we could share secrets. Sorry I'm wrong abt this again. You guys still have the cheek to say that in front of me. I give up. None of you actually care and bother. I trusted you guys and apparently its not worth too. So forget it. I'm not gonna think for you guys before myself again. The shirt is the last. I don't care how you think and how you feel, I'll just do what I like next time. There's no pt.
It's so hard to trust people that you love.
perfect way to end all this. (: sat tmr! :D
and I miss you already
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